Love;

Chapter one: Hate;

Hate; feel intense or passionate dislike for someone

Synonyms: loathe, detest, despise, dislike, abhor, execrate. 

"I didn't take your shit, leave me alone!" Yoongi once again, believed I had taken something of his. He does this all the time. Honestly, I think he does it just to annoy me because he always finds it right after he accuses me of taking it. This time he though I stole his notebook. Why does he care so much about a stupid notebook anyway? It's literally just paper.

"I swear to god, Y/N! Give me my goddamn notebook right now! I will hurt you if you don't," he was seething. God damn. He actually scares me when he's angry, but I'd never admit that. He'd use it as his advantage. "I don't have your stupid notebook! Where would I even get it from anyway? You never let me touch your stuff." He slams me against the lockers behind me, gripping onto my arms. "Y/N! I know you have it, give it to me." Why was he so mad? What was in that stupid book? "Let go of me Yoongi!" I push him off of me and stare at him with tears brimming my eyes. My back actually hurts from that. The lock from somebody's locker stabbed me in the back. 

"You're so stupid. God. This is why everybody hates you Y/N. You can expect Jungkook to hate you soon too." And with that he stormed off. He was going to tell Jungkook. "FINE, SEE IF I CARE!" I yell after him, even though we both know I do. I was so scared of what would happen. I shouldn't be, but I am. It felt like I was all alone right now. This may just be Yoongi, and I should just be used to it by now, but every time he hurt me, not on the outside but on the inside, I couldn't help but feel awful. I need to stop caring so much. I just wanted Jin right now.

So I called him. With tears slowly falling down my cheeks even though I tried my hardest to hold them back. "Y/N?" His voice was like music to my ears."J-Jin. I miss yo-" My words were cut off from a hick up. "What's wrong? Are you crying? Y/N?" "Jin, Yoongi." Jin was the only person who believed me about Yoongi. 

"Y/N, don't cry. Remember what I told you. Don't waste your beautiful tears on somebody as ugly as him. He doesn't deserve you crying over him. Yoongi is awful, don't let him win. He's a loser Y/N."

"I want to see you oppa. I miss you. I just want to hug you o-oppa. My back hurts from the locker and he screamed in my face. He's so scary. You're all I have Jin. Please, just come home. Daegu needs you, not Seoul. Please come back to Daegu."

"Y/N, what would you do without me? Who's gonna kiss you when I'm gone? Y/N, you know I can't come now. I can't some see you for a while. I wish I could, but I'm just so busy. I miss you too."

"Nobody understands me like you do oppa. I just want you here!"

"Remember the song I told you to listen to the last time you called me?"

"Y-yeah."

"Listen to that song. It will make you feel better, I promise."

"You promise?"

"I do."

"I love you oppa."

"I love you too Y/N."

After we hung up, I wiped off the tears from my face, listening to Jin's words. Yoongi doesn't deserve my tears. I hate Min Yoongi.

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"How was school Y/N?" My mom calls from the kitchen as I walk through the front door. She was cooking something that smelled incredible. That means she was expecting guests. I'm not saying she doesn't good well when it's just us. I say just us because since Jin was about 12 and I was about 5, our dad left. Which explains why I'm so attached to Jin. He's been like a second dad to me for a while a now and since our neighborhood is really small, and everybody knows each other (why Yoongi's mom and my mom met) Jin is loved by a lot of the people in our neighborhood. He left about 4 years ago when he was 20, to Seoul where he has a job at a company. He works for SM but he's not an idol.