Silent Fan (BTS Fan Fic)

Chapter I - Necklace

Im tired in school or should I say, Im tired of my whole day day-dreaming session.

Kriss- Ya!

"What? What is it?" I got shocked. Why did she always making me shock? T^T

Joe- The class ends without your presence.

"Omo! Omo! Did he notice me? Did someone noticed me?"

Kriss- We're not sure. Im listening to him this whole time.

Joe- Enough on that. Leggo. But lets get my sister first.

"Okay! Arasseo." Kriss and me say it synchronizely.

***

Jan- Noonas!

"Hello saeng." I greet while Joe and Kriss are just smiling.

Jan- Noona... whats for dinner?

Joe- Lets eat Kookie. ^^

Jan- Ani! Aniyo! T3T

I really love watching this two arguing. Joe always teasing Jan everywhere. The cutest part is when Jan is almost crying.

Jan has a very soft heart and her tears falls easily. So kyeopta!

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"I want burger and fries... no rice for tonight." I said confidently.

Kriss- Seriously?

"Hmp! O-ofcourse!" I said shyly. T^T

They all burst into laugh. I hate them when they teasing me about what I eat.

Joe- I want this, this, and this.

Kriss- I want... hmm... hmm... a buffet!

Jan- Whut?! Noona seriously? 0.o

Kriss- Haha ofcourse Im just kidding saeng. Im dont eat as much as Marc.

Shes not joking. She really eat a lot. But even she is a food lover... she has that perfect figure. Maybe because she dance.

After we ate our dinner, we go in our dorm. We dont use to have a long conversation this night. But weekend is the best for us.

They just clean theirselves and go directly in their designated beds.

They dont like to sleep with the lights out. So the lights are all open.

I cant sleep. Maybe its because of the lights. I just cover my whole body and try to close my eyes, but I cant really sleep. I dont know why.

But I always know what to do when Im at this situation. I get my head phone in my cabinet and grab my phone on my desk.

Now Playing: Beautiful

By: BTS (Bangtan Boys)

This song makes me feel calm and feel something strange. I cant explain but all I know is this song inspires me. All of their song inspires me.

I decided to go infront of the mirror. I shrag my short wavy hair down. My hair looks dull. I think I need to moisturize them.

What if I change my brown hair into red? Hmm. No... I think it dont suits me.

My attention focused on my necklace. This necklace is from mom.

I open the locket and saw the picture of mom inside.

---FLASHBACK---

*Bell rings*

I gave my mom a bell to make me warn that she need my help.

I rushed going to mom's room. "Do you need something mom?"

I saw her sitting at the side of her bed holding a small box.

"Mom! Just lay down. Dont force yourself mom." I said concernly.

I help my mother lay down again. I almost cry of what she did. I dont want my mom to be forced or be hurt.

I know to myself that she cant survive but I know she will stay for a long time. I cant imagine what if my mom is gone.

I dont want to think about it. Everytime I imagine my mom is not around... my tears fell. Im not prepared.

Mom- Marceline...

"Mom... what is it mom? Do you feel something? Do you want something? Fruits? Are you hungry? Are you..."

Mom- Enough... I just want to *caugh* want to g...*caugh! caugh!*

"Mom. Dont force to speak. Please mom." I said almost crying.

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"Times so slowwww.... I wanna go home." I whispered to my self.

Joe- Hey Marc! How's aunt?

Kriss- I miss her mushroom soup and kimchi stew.

"My mom's okay. Thanks guys. I also miss her so much." I said.

Joe- Can we go to your house after school?

"Hmm... sure." I smiled at them.

***

We start walking to go at our house.

While on our way home... I saw a very beautiful white hair ribbon. White is my mom's favorite color. I think she'll like it.

Joe and Kriss also buy some fruits for my mom. I really love my best friends!

***

We got infront of our gate. I got surprised... my beloved brother dont open it for me for the first time. And my dad is not on our garden table reading some news paper.

Its silent. I started to feel strange...

*

"Brother! Father!" I yell when I enter the house.

I thought they are with mother upstairs so I rapidly go upstairs, Joe and Kriss followed me.

"Mother? Brother? Father?" I open the door of my mother's room.

The room is empty. Whats happening?

I check my phone and it has 8 miss calls from my brother and an SMS.

"We bring mom to the hospital."

My eyes open wide. I quickly go down the stairs.

I call a cab... panicking.

While were inside the cab... I can feel Joe and Kriss rubbing their hands back and forth at my back. I also didn't notice that my tears is flowing.

***

I could see my brother waiting at the hospital's entrance door.

"Wheres mom?" I ask him panicking.

"Mom really want to give it to you..."

My brother hand me a necklace.

I burst into tears.

"Mom's gone. She's not with us anymore." He said.

---END OF FLASHBACK---

I feel a tear flowing in my face.

"Noona?"

I quickly dry my eyes and look at Jan. I manage to smile.

"Why are you still awake saeng?" I ask smiling.

Jan- I just wanna pee. ^^

"Okay. Go to your bed after okay?"

Jan- Arasseo noona!

"I'll go sleep then. Good night saeng."

Jan- Sleep well noona. Your guardian is with your side. Good night noona.

I walk back and smile.

I hold my necklace tightly.

My guardian is my mom.

>>> To be Continue...