What do you want to do after highschool? I'm so tired of that question. Tbh I really don't want to do anything but sing or at least dance.
Right now I'm in my last period which is calculus. Z and mila aren't saying anything so we're all bored as hell
"Mani help me with thiiiiis" zendaya wine's referring to the worksheet in front of us. "Z I know as much as you do when it comes to this come on you can do it yourself" I say trying to encourage.
All she does is glare at me and take my paper to copy it. Oh well couldn't say I didn't try.
"Who were you with this morning she cute" Camila says referring to Dinah
"Oh she's just a friend I met" I say trying not to make it obvious that we're anything more than that.
"Your lying" Camila states in a matter-of-fact type tone. After not saying anything she automatically assumes we're seeing each other.
"Aaaawwww my girl got her a little crush" zendaya taunts. See that's the thing about zendaya. She knows how to put two and two together. She knows that if me and Dinah were dating I would tell her but if I had a crush on someone I wouldn't.
I love Camila but she can be a little.....hard to reach at times.
"So have you guys kissed yet?" zendaya ask in expectation that we have. I'm not gonna tell a soul what me and my baby do until we're public.
The sound of the bell rings through the classroom and now its time for what Dinah calls our "date". I would like to thank the bell though from saving me from having a conversation about my so called "crush".
"Hey you never answered the question" Zendaya says with Camila following close behind her.
I need a distraction for them. I go up to close friend of many years, ally. "Hey Al's didn't you say you needed like two people to help clean your house before your parents get home" I say while winking. She's in college so I have no idea why she's here but thank god.
She gets the hint and goes along with it. "Yeah I'll need you and you" she says taking Zendaya and Camila by the ear. She's such a mom.
I walk towards the parking lot to look for my car. While walking I see a sight that I wish I hadn't ever witnessed.
The was a girl who looked like she was kneeling near the bleachers. She's not out in the open they're in the cut. The girl's on her knees giving Dinah head.
Wow I really thought she wanted me. I ran off to my car quickly buckling myself in and driving off quickly. I never wanted to see her again.
I decide to go get something to eat. Shit imma eat with or without anyone regardless I don't play when it comes to food.
As soon as I step out of my car, in comes Dinah the hoe ready to take action. "Look normani please let me explain". So I'm guessing she knows she's wrong ok that's a start. Somewhat.
"Move" "no I'm not leaving you until you talk to me, baby please come on look at me, talk to me, something" "are you serious? No I don't have to say shit to you considering you were getting head right before our date then you have the nerve to call me baby? I should beat yo light skin ass for even approaching me right now".
"Look, look, let me make it up to you come on let me buy you anything you want to eat come ooonnn" she said trying to fix things. "No DJ I'm going home" I started walking back to my car but she grabbed my arm.
I slapped her but apparently not to hard because it didn't faze her one but.
She got down on her knees in front of me with her hands on the waistband of my pants. "No no no don't go please I'll do anything come on I'll eat you out anything pleeeeaaase" she begs.
"Aye stop it get up before people think something's wrong with you" I state trying to get her to stop.
"Only if you say you'll continue with this date" she mumbled.
"Ok ok fine" I finally give in.
She really wasn't lying about buying me anything I wanted from the restaurant. I nearly selected half the menu just to see if she was really practicing what she preached.
Now though we're sitting down eating. Well im throwing down idk about Dinah. She's just sitting there staring at me. "Damn what nigga" I yell at her. "Nothing your just so beautiful" this bitch got me fucked up.
"Oh hell nah, you still owe me an explanation to why you let that bitch give you head I mean I know we're not together but you could have at least took it into consideration that we're sort of talking. Let me set the record straight here. If your fucking with me I need to be the only one your fucking with. Got it!?"
"Yes maaaaam" she she says still staring at me dreamingly as if she were high.
"You know what I'm through" I say beginning to get up but she stops me.
"Whoa whoa whoa mamas come on let me explain" I slowly sit down ready to hear her "excuse".
"Look I know what your thinking and truth is, there's really no excuse for what I did. I just really needed a fix and I wasn't gonna give myself a hand in the bathroom" she tells me.
"Why didn't you just tell me about it" I say getting louder. I'm glad there's not many people in here.
"Damn it Normani. Because I really like you and I wanna take my time with you Normani! Look I really don't wanna mess this, well whatever this is, up".
Wow that's the best thing I've ever heard her say.
"Fine I believe you but if you want to make this work, you have to work with me here, I can't be the only one trying".
"I have a question though" she states.
"What is it?" I ask taking a sip of sprite.
"Are you a virgin?" She ask a little more seriously.
"Yup" I say popping the p. I was proud to be a virgin at 17 and a half because most girls my age couldn't say the same.
"Fr?????" She ask astonished.
I put my hand to my chest acting hurt "what's that supposed to mean" seriously though did she think I was a hoe.
"No its not like that. You just seemed a little experienced when we u know...."
"I get you but I have had experience with that department but not the giving head part."
"That was your first time giving head??? Damn you more than a natural than" She says surprised.
"Oh so I had that much of an effect on you" I said playfully flicking my her.
"Hey don't get too cocky that's my job" she says boldly with a confident smile on her face.
"You auight you auight" I say trying not to hype her up too much.
"Baby girl I'm more than auight. I'll rock ya fukin world if you let me hit it. Shit I'm guaranteed to get in them guts watch me mamas you better stop playing wit me" she states boldly.
I just shake my head. DJ has got to be the funniest person to talk to. She's full of humor but serious at time which is why I fucks wit her.
The rest of lunch is filled with laughter along with a little more flirting. At times she would touch me but nothing too drastic she knew her boundaries.
