Winter in HYDRA (Bucky Barnes x reader)

Nightmare part 2

Y/N POV-

I was jolted out of my dream from the feeling of cold and slight pressure on my shoulder. My sleep deprived eyes, from my restless night, shot open and stared into the eyes above me. Fear overtaking my body as I saw the Winter Soldier looming over me. I couldn't move because I thought he might throw me into a wall again. He stared at me not saying a word. Just staring at my obviously startled face.

Why can I never act confident around him. Am I just that terrified of the man above me?

"You had a nightmare." He said in his tough deep voice. If it wasn't for the threatening structure of this man I would have found his sleepy voice attractive. But I can't be thinking about that so instead I just stared at him with the same panicked look as before. He seemed to be thinking again as he stared at my face. But it wasn't like he was staring at me as much as staring through me while he thought.

"You made a lot of noise thrashing around." He seemed to almost growl that out. But by the look that flashed over his eyes it seemed like he had not meant it be so harsh. But quickly that look was replaced by that of his regular stone cold look. He was thinking again, his arm still resting on my shoulder and his eyes baring into mine. He stared at me longer, his eyes unfocused as he fell deeper into thought. Then quickly his eyes shifted to his metal arm on my shoulder and he looked back at me while lifting his hand of my shoulder.

"Sorry" he said before turning his back to me and walking away. Without even realizing it I let out a breath I hadn't known I was holding.

That was strange. Why would he apologize? Does it have something to do with that machine?

I got up and retreated to the bathroom to wash my face and calm myself enough to plan my next move. Moments later I exited the makeshift bathroom to see the soldier laying on his bed with his back to me. I decided to try and get more information out of him. Walking over and siting on my cot facing him I said.

"Hello, um Winter Soldier?" But he didn't move or try and respond so I decided to continue.

"Could I ask you some questions?" He got up and sat across from me on his cot.

I'll take that as a yes

"Do you know what the machine they have is?" He just stared at me again before answering.

"It's a machine they us to brainwash you into their personal mindless slave." There was clear distaste in his voice.

"Is that what happened to you?" I asked timidly. He looked at me again deep in thought.

"Yes." He said simply before laying back down clearly not in the mood for anymore talking. So I decided to do the same and try and get in some restful sleep.

I hope you liked it. I think most of my chapters will be about this long but I'll try and occasionally make a longer one. Like and comment
Love,
Allane💕
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