The Struggles Of a Teen Girl

{1.} Weight💜💛

Everyone is says that your weight doesn't matter. They say drop the people that hate on your body.

But what if the person hating on your body is yourself?

Girls go through it everyday: too skinny, too fat. Nobody's pleased with their body.

And I hate how all these girls think they are anorexic because they skip lunch everyday, or think they're bulimic because they threw up after dinner once.

But having an eating disorder is a literal hell. Bulimia is not a pretty girl throwing up in the toilet, thinking that 115 is too much.

Bulimia isn't telling all your friends, looking for sympathy.

Bulimia is dreading your next meal, knowing what you're gonna do after.

Bulimia is eating until you think you might explode, then going to the bathroom to do so.

Bulimia is washing your hands with toothpaste to get the smell of throw up of your hands.

Bulimia is not wanting anyone to touch you (not even your boyfriend), because you feel disgusting.

Bulimia is crying over the toilet, or sink, of whatever, and hating yourself if you can't make yourself sick.

Bulimia may seem easier than anorexia, and in some ways it is. But its worse for you.