the trick is to know yourself. i know that i love too much and fall too hard. i invest every second and thought into this one person that doesn't actually give a fuck about me. even knowing that i get distracted and then i get lost and then i run out of petrol and all the other bad shit until this mass explosion happens and i die. i'm such a kid when it comes to boys and that, i have this persona but show me love and my attitude is gone. i'm good with being single forever at this point in my life. what a joker.
