I'm sad, are you?

Suicide

I've been complimented to doing this. I sought out help but I still never get any.

I always wonder is this the end of me? Who actually cares? Will I go to hell for this sin? Will I see my dead loved ones?

I hate crying but I always cry.

I need or want help. I'm to stupid to know my own feelings.

Damn it all. I'm crying. I hate the world I hate most people I hate life I hate smiling I hate existing I hate love I hate almost everything.