I remember when we met...........it was on Christmas. That day I fell absolutely in love with you because I knew how weird you were, like me. So far its been about 1 or 2 months since you left me and since they came, you also might be wondering who might they be, well they are the scars. I'm not sure you know how rejection feels like since everybody loves you even worse I still do but my friends think I'm crazy for still loving you after all these weeks I've been through suffering and crying. Every time my mom catches me crying I have to make up a story. But I still cry, still cut, and still feel ugly. But you don't care because you have better things to worry about like what your going to wear tomorrow or if your appearance is presentable or cute. That's OK if you don't care but it hurts when you mention it. So don't. Please. My friends say it's best if I move on but I just can't. I can't ever move on or love someone else, even if I tried. I know i haven't been distant. I'm always around or with you even if I tell you that I just want to be friends I actually want more, i want your beautiful lips, your light brown hair, your chocolate eyes. But you just think I'm annoying and ugly and that I talk to much, I remind myself every day so you don't have to.
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6:40pm
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I told you already to stop. Your getting annoying and I already told you it was a rumor, I'm not that mean and if your saying that i don't care about you then your partially correct. I also already told you that I like somebody else so stop coming near me or I'm telling everyone your secrets that you shouldn't have told me. And cut deeper for every ones sake.
