* don't play song until i say 'play song'* I'm sorry again but i realize that i will never have you. My friends are upset with me because they want me to move on. I did. Gladly. Flower was so kind on friday. I cut again. Not for you or because of you but for her. She hates me. She avoids me. Her name is even scary. I cant tell to you who but i can tell you why. Why? Because i took her away from you i HATE her to. She didn't know how much i loved you. You used to like her. Love her. Adore her. When we were dating i was afraid that you would fall for her......again. You did anyways. I'll cut myself again until I'm out of space. Well instead of me cutting i can just move on. Move on. That's a harsh word for me. Move on. It feels wrong inside me. It feels right when i say it. So i'll say it forever. Move on. Actually i did already thank god. You would only damage me more if we were still together. Flower and i we...we are broken. To broken people who try to find love,... Hopefully that's me and him. We can love each other. Hug each other. And understand each other. *play song* I'll do all of that just to make him happy. This text was for you to forgive yourself. You'll need it. And also Fuck you😊
