Well I'm broken again...
Because someone lied to her about shit..
Yes I have fucked her but not when I loved you...
I don't understand why people want me unhappy..
I don't fucking get it...
Why does everyone hate me so much?
For shit I didn't even do, people hate me...
I mine as well be dead.
I remember people would tell me to not hate myself, that I was good enough... but that's not trueI remember people would tell me to stop hurting myself because it isn't healthy... well then I guess I'm unhealthy..
I wanted to propose to you... if I really didn't love you... then I wouldn't make a damn chapter about my feelings...
I love you... and I know you hate me for believing something that isn't true...
The shitty thing is.. the person who told you was someone I trusted... she was like a little sister to me that I needed to protect. I know at the beginning of her and I wasn't the best... but now I've figured out that I shouldn't be doing things for someone else's needs.
I'm sorry that I ever trusted you as a friend... as a sister...
That's all I have to say...