What do they see in me? #Wattys2017

Chapter 4•

"Oh my gosh, I am so sorry," I say and look at the sand in embarrassment trying to cover my red face.

"It's ok," He replies with a smile. How can someone smile when they have chewed up pancake on them?

Kyla and Jeremy burst out laughing, which makes me even more redder. Matt takes off his shirt which is covered in vomit. And I get a clear view of his perfectly sculpted body, as I realised my eyes have lingered too long I look back up to Matt to see him staring at me and mouths 'like what you see?'. I then quickly look away and turn to Kyla.

"Ok I'm not feeling so good and I don't want anyone with my stomach on them so I'm going to head home," I say, "you can stay home but when you come back are you able to clean my cut because I obviously can't," I mumble.

"Are you sure your okay with me staying here just for a little bit more?" Kyla asked and looked at Jeremy who was already looking at her, she then blushed and looks down. Awww, I totally ship them.

"Yeah I'm fine," I wave off and get my towel and shirt and head on my way to the house. As I near the house I hear Matt say something to Jeremy and Kyla and then I hear footsteps approaching me. I turn around to see Matt.

"What are you doing?" I question as I keep on walking, Matt falls into step with me.

"I didn't want to third wheel," he says. Ohh so he sees it too, "and I can help you with your cut on your head, considering I'm the reason for it." He mumbles the last part. I nod in agreement and walk up the stairs and inside the house.

"I'll just get the disinfectant cream and a band aid," I say and walk over to the kitchen sink and retrieve the cream and a band aid. I sit on the bench and Matt grabs the cream and a cloth to wipe it with. He leans in and I feel his breath on my neck as he stares at my cut, the cream meets my cut which causes me to hiss at the sting. His eyes flicked to mine and hold them for a moment before they flicker to my lips. He leans in and I lean in, parting my lips.

Just before our lips touch Jeremy and Kyla walk in and Matt immediately pulls back and quickly finishes my cut like nothing happened. Did he not want to kiss me? At this thought a frown is etched into my face. Jeremy and Kyla walk into the living room, disappearing from my sight.

"Done." Matt says and heads over to the sink to wash his hands.

"Thanks," I mumble, "do you want me to wash your shirt?" I ask.

"If you could that would be awesome, I don't know how to use a washing machine." Matt says and I laugh, he stares at me with a smile on his face. 

I walk past the living room to see Jeremy and Kyla sitting on the couch, Kyla begins to laugh at a joke that Jeremy said and Jeremy is laughing at her while looking at her with adoration clear in his face. 

I want someone to look at me like that.

I shake my head at those thoughts and continue towards the laundry.

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"Tegan!" I hear Kyla shout from the kitchen.

"What?!" I shout back and walk towards her with a huff.

"We need to go shopping!" She shouts while looking in the empty fridge.

"I know." I say. She looks at me then back at the empty fridge. 

Your probably wondering where Matt and Jeremy are, well they had to leave because of something. They were very vague about it, but that doesn't matter it doesn't affect me anyways.

"Ok lets go." Kyla says bringing me out of my thoughts. 

"Keys?" I ask.

"I got them." Kyla says holding out her hand which hold the keys.

"Ok lets go!" Kyla shouts enthusiastically. I cringe at her loudness and walk towards the car with Kyla trailing behind.

Once we reach the supermarket I'm about to chop my ears off. Kyla doesn't shut up. But that was ok because I needed a distraction from the almost kiss with Matt.

I only just met the guy and he goes in for a kiss. I don understand guys.

We enter the air conditioned supermarket, I breathe out a sigh of relief.

"I'll get the trolley." I murmur to Kyla I trudge towards the shopping carts but something hits my hip causing me to fall over.

"Watch it freak." A very familiar voice hisses. 

Kamila.

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Hello lovely readers.

Sorry for the short chapter, I felt bad for not updating for a while so I just quickly wrote it. Even though I don't really like this chapter, the book will get better don't worry.

Do you ever have those days where your just out of it? I sure do.

Bye from a very savage nerd xx