this ones for you(cashby fan fic)

Your Not Alone With Me

**Austin's P.O.V**

ohmygod I just kissed my best friend's cheek hes going to think I'm crazy

I thought to myself as I walked to starbucks which was just a few blocks down from our bus, I hope alan couldn't tell that I was flirting, I just can't help it, hes so cute and amazing, hes extremely talented and skilled on guitar.

I arrived at Starbucks and ordered drinks for everyone when my phone buzzed waiting for the orders text from gingerprince I smiled as I read the text from alan get back here with my coffee carlie ;) I chuckled at his nickname for me, I took a selfie and sent it to him with a small text I'm waiting for it Ash I sent it and got the coffees that were finally done, I paid and left with the tray of coffees and walked back to the bus, kicking the door to get alan or someone to open it, a shirtless Alan opened the door, I smiled and handed him his coffee and once again kissed his cheek, causing him to blush "Tino, Aaron, Phil I got coffee!" I yelled and was greeted as the boys came running out from the back lounge and crowded around me and took their coffee's I smiled and my phone rang, I slid it out of my pocket and noticed it was my grandmother "hey grandma" I said into the phone and leaned against the wall as alan watched me then soon turned his gaze back to the t.v "hey Aus, umm did Mom call you lately?" she asked and I thought for a second "she called a hour ago but I was busy so I couldn't answer" I spoke, now a little worried "why?" I asked and heard my grandmother's breathing get a little uneasy "well, something bad happened to her" she said and started to cry "I gotta go grandma, call you later" I said, my voice Shakey as I hung up and dropped my phone and slid down the wall I leaned against and put my head in my hands and cried softly, trying to keep quietly, my attempt didn't last long before my body shook with each saddened sob I let out, alan was now beside me holding me close "Austin, shhh austin tell me what's wrong" he said and shook me gently "m-m-my mom" my voice stumbled across the words "s-she in t-the hospital" alan held me close "Austin she should be ok, do you want me to drive you to the hospital?" he asked I just shrugged. So Alan had drove me to the hospital, I stood at the front desk and asked to see my mom, the lady looked at me "you know she had just died" she spoke softly "c-can I see her though?" I asked shakily, she nodded and told me the room number, I felt alan hold my hand tightly which kinda helped sooth my mode, not fully though, as I approached the room I felt tears run down my face "Austin" alan spoke, his hand now rested on my upper back "are you sure you want to do this?" I nodded and placed my hand on the doorknob and turned it, a small click as it opened and I pushed the door open slowly, revealing my mom in a hospital bed, a heart monitor attached to her, the line and tone were flat, I took one look at her and lost all emotion at once, I ran out of the room and sat in the car, my head against the steering wheel, I felt a gust of wind as Alan opened the passenger door and then closed it as he sat in the seat and I felt his hand place on my back "Austin, please look at me" he said. I looked up and to him "hmm?" I asked and looked to him, he had a saddened look on his face "I'm sorry, I know you were really close with your mom but I hope you can stay strong" he said and kissed my cheek "I'm always here for you, your not alone" he said and hugged me tightly I held him back and buried my head into the crook of his neck, my view slightly blurred by his soft, ginger hair "we need to get back to the bus" alan said I just shrugged "I don't wanna" I mumbled and moved closer to him "we can cuddle there" he said and I smiled "ok, let's go"I said and pulled away from Alan's warm body and the stopped "I want to say goodbye though" I said softly and then looked down. "then why don't you?" he said with a slight confusion to his voice. I shrugged and looked at the bright colored tattoos on my arm "I don't want to see her like that", he hugged me "Austin I'll be right beside you" he spoke gently and I exhaled slowly "ok, let's go" and with that we went back inside and said goodbye to my mom, it hurt a lot but by the time we got back to our bus I felt a little bit better.