I'm in love with a werewolf

James and Lily find out

It was a sunny day and James,Lily,Sirius,Remus and of course Snape was on the grass beside the lake. "How above it we take a dip." Suggests Remus lazily. I must have been blushing because Lily looked at James and then they smiled at each other. I thought nothing of it they were in love! "You go on ahead moony I'll stay here I'm enjoying the warmth." I said as I felt my cheeks warm up even more. Snape looked over at me and scowled and then he got up. Remus started to run down the hill and Snape ran after him Remus discarded his top and then jumped into the lake Snape jumped in after him laughing and then when the emerged they hugged and then kissed each other on the lips. I felt my eyes fill with tears at that sight. Of the lips me I love kissing someone else. I felt as if I was about to burst into tears then and there so I grabbed my bag jumped to my feet and then I jogged away from my friends. Lily and James ran after me but lily told James that she should be the one that talked to me so James stayed behind us and watched as we talked. "Sirius I i know that you love him and I think he lives you but right he loves Snape as well so we need to be happy for them both but if you wait your time he will ask you but right now he just needs a best friend. Can you do that for the time being I know it will be hard but trust me it will work." Lily gave me a hug and then looked intently in my eyes and in the end I gave a shaky breath and then nodded my head "I'll play it cool Lil's" I said and then felt a few tears escape from my eyes. James came over and then he gently wiped my tears away and then gave me a brotherly hug and then clapped me on the back. He gently took my bag and put his arm around me and led me back to where we sat by the lake. Remus runs over to me and he is very wet from the lake and he is followed by Snape his face is full of concern. "Padfoot are you okay all I saw was you run off crying." I looked over at Lily and James and they gave me a look that made me think up a lie and quick so that moony would not know the truth so I said "Yes I'm fine Mooney you go back to your swim and I'll sit here and read." I looked at Remus as I said this to make him  believe me. He looked slightly happier "OK then Sirius if your sure." His eyes searching my face I nodded back at him. Then Snape came up from behind Remus and scooped him into his arms and carried him back to the lake where they landed with a splash a giggling mess. I pointedly looked away so that I would not have to endure it again and Lily nudged James and they both noticed this and they tried to distract me but every time I looked up I noticed Snape and Remus the one I loved together. There was nothing I could do about and it hurt a little but I was glad my best friend was happy and for the remainder of that day I tried not to see Snape and Remus whispering in each others ear nor the holding hands and all of the other stuff they where doing.