there's blood on these old guitar strings
im done hunting for the prettier things
in and of myself
oh please fuck my health
I was born to die
and breed to lie
let go of my wrists
im happy for him to be the last person I ever kissed
im headed for the leage
cause loving you pushed me over the edge
todays the day I fly
everybody knows why
im diving straight towards bliss
into sweet sweet nothingness
october was simple divine
but im really sick of faking "I'm fine"
when I dont even wanna take a breath
wishing every damn day that I didn't have one left
at my funeral everybody would point and whisper
"man I wonder if he even misses her"
and youd just sit there soaking it in
thinking about your stupid ex girlfriend
because its obvious to see
I love you but you never loved me
maybe I'll see you in eternity
maybe then youll miss me
