Brothers Best Friend (Blake Gray)

T W E N T Y F O U R

Ally

I woke up the next morning on the couch with Blake's arms wrapped around me. I grabbed my phone off the ground and started scrolling through notifications. I was a little confused on what some of these meant, I didn't even have some of these apps. That's when I realized it wasn't my phone. I was so tempted to snoop. I scrolled all the way down to the bottom and what looked like to be some messages. It wouldn't show the contact name so I decided to unlock his phone to find out who it was.

I regretted that decision so hard. I broke down inside. Lane and I were best friends, she comes over and flirts hardcore with Blake, tells him she likes him the first night they meet. And then on top of that she breaks me and my heart when she throws me down a flight of stairs. Oh how lovely that she has returned into Blake's life. 

I decided to read their messages even though I knew it was wrong and it would break me even more to read them, but I chose to find the truth. That's all I wanted. 

"Baby when are you coming to get me?"

Whenever Ally falls asleep or is too oblivious to know i'm here

okay i'm coming are you ready ;)

"I knew you meant to hurt me in front of her for the sake of our relationship :)"

My world came crashing down. I was sleeping next to a cheater. Someone who thought I was dumb, and never really loved me. I quickly locked his phone and got up. I didn't even care if he woke up and didn't understand what was going on. I had tears streaming down my face and I tried my best not to make noise. I just let the tears fall. I couldn't help but look at him. Thinking he was so innocent and he thought that he could pull this all off and not have me find out. I ran into the kitchen and grabbed my car keys. I didn't care if I left him there. He knows where the door is. He can let himself out.

I drove up to the spot I always used to go when I was a kid and I was feeling down. It was on top of a cliff over looking the countryside. I just cried and cried. I was played. and he was right, I was too oblivious to see it. 

I peeled back my phone case to reveal a razor. 

One cut for Lane.

One cut for Blake.

One cut for being cheated on.

One for my foolishness

Blake

I woke up with Ally gone and the house a little torn apart. I look down onto the coffee table to find my phone and a little note beside it. 

"You can leave now, we are through"

my heart sank and I saw my tears hit the paper. That's it, I lost her. And I know I can't get her back. Ally wasn't the type to open up to people, but she did for me. I don't know what was running through my head thinking all of this was okay. I spent years trying to get Ally to like me. I finally got her and  I just gave her up like that. 

I ran up to Ally's room and grabbed my backpack. I grabbed the razor that was tucked into a inner pocket.

One cut for sorrow.

One cut for Ally.

One cut for being a cheater.

 One for my suffering

I set the note down and went into the bathroom to clean up. It stung. But I felt so much better. It was like a sense of relief. I threw on a black long sleeve so if I ran into Aaron he wouldn't question me. 

I grabbed my set of keys off the counter and headed out the door with tears still streaming down my face. Forget about Lane. The only girl I ever loved was right there in front of me. And I went a head and took her for granted. I decided to drive on this dirt road. I just wanted to drive. I didn't care where I was going. Just needed to drive. 

I was going over these hills and realized I was going 95 MPH. I just didn't care anymore. I noticed up ahead there was a four-way stop coming up. I tried easing my breaks and realized they weren't working. I tried slamming them and I felt no sign of stopping. A semi was coming from the other side of the crossing, I still wasn't able to stop. I see it crossing and I was heading right for it. Even better, It was turning towards me. I braced myself for impact as I climbed into the back seat tried to duck  onto the floor. But I couldn't get their soon enough.

boom. out the back windshield I go