So Long Story Short...

Once a cheater always a cheater

I was sitting in the park waiting for him. It was a windy but warm spring day. I was slowly swingig my legs back and forth and wached the shoe-laces move with the wind.
"Hey" I heard a voice in front of me interupting me in my little game
"I just took a picture of you, you look like a five year old child in that dress"
"Thanks" I said sarcasticly and gave him a quick peck on the lips. I senced a strawberry flavour on his lips and immidiately thought :"do you have chapstick on your lips?"
He wipped it off having a little scared face but he hide it in a second. But I knew him enough to see that scared look.
"Its a windy day and you know how my lips get dried so I took my sisters chapstick and put some on" I started laughing. "Ok you don't have to be ashamed. So where are we going? I kinda feel like eating ice cream. Do you want some?"
"Hmm let me think about it" he started stroaking his chin like he's thinking. And in a blink of an eye he picked me up and carried to my favourite ice cream shop and picked my favourite flavour which is oreo cheesecake. 

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We were lying on my bed in my bedroom. My mom didn't like it when Matt was here but sometimes I would sneack him in without her knowing. Even though she was always with her nose in some book so she often wasn't noticing when I was home. Anyways we were watching Netflix. He was in a sitting position and I was lying on his chest. I couldn't focuse on the movie, I just had a wierd feeling. I can't explain it, it was just something, something wrong. i didn't want to be a pain in the ass so I just let it go and tried to watch a movie. Slowly I drifted off and fell asleep on his chest. 

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"no, you don't understand, it's not that easy for me just to let her go like that. We've been together for three years." I heard him arguing over the phone, I couldn't quite understand what was the voice over the phone saying that it got him so upset but I could asume, "shut up, I think she's waking up. Bye" and he hung up. 

"hey baby girl, did I wake you up?" he was trying to found out if I heard him saying this stuff earlier. "no, you were very quiet the whole time. Thank you for the best nap ever" I kissed him on the cheek. I didn't want to know what was that about but maybe it has something to do with my bad feeling. 

"Lisa I gotta go, my mom already called to ask where I was but I didn't want to wake you up you were finnaly silent for a long long time" he joked 

"ha ha ha very funny. GO and say hi to your mom from me" 

"got it babe, bye" he kissed me on the forehead and I smiled like a lunatic 'cause I just love it when he kisses me on the forehead it's just the cutest thing ever. He sneaked out the same way he got in here through the back door. When he left I opened my laptop and saw that he was signed in on his Facebook account. He must have been bored when I was sleeping. I coudn't help myself but to check his inbox. I was in the first place with my nickname Lil'Lisa and tree hearts next it. but right under my name there was another girl. I was intrested in who was My Little Poppy. Like what the f is this. My jealous mode was on. I went on her profile and recognised her immediately. She was in my english class. So what was she doing in Matts inbox. I didn't want to open it than I'll read the messeges and he'll see that I'm online on his facebook. I have to play it cool and dont't do anything stupid. I didn'know what to think about this nickname that he gave her, what does he mean by his little Poppy. I see the reference to My Little Pony but still. Her last message to him was: You really need to do something about her. and he didn't answer to that one. I could already asume what was going on by looking at this, and listening to his phone call earlier. He's cheating on me with this little Poppy. I was blank inside. Tears didn't fall down my face. I wasn't sad or angry I was just emotionless. I didn't know what to think, what to do. Do I confront him about this or maybe her. Should I tell him I knew. I really don't know. My thoughts were all mixed, my mind was all over the place. All I could do was lie down and stare at the cealing.