There are alot of things I want to change about my life (well only some things) but here is one I really want to change which is telling my crush that I like him.Sure you might say good for you girl,but I think he avoids me now because, today in the morning when I went to the group he was talking to and sat down he went to his other friend.Before that about 1 month ago he called me emo (but i didnt even act like one or dress like one) , desprite,(beacuse, I kept on kinda flirting with him),stalker,rapist all that stoped when one of my friends told him I cry which is true (for 15 minutes straight) he called him self a butthole so I forgave him.In my opinion if I didn't tell him I had a crush on him it would all be good we would be friends but would it really effect on how I feel now? Honestly I feel heartbroken and depressed... But thats ok since
.......i.love.him even if he doesn't like it but it would be better if I didn't say anything rigth? We maybe could've been best friends.We could've talked more.We could've have a better relationship then we have now.Sadly actions can't be changed unless you have a time machine.Even if we still talk a little I still feel if I could've changed that we would talk more.
( 277 words I was bored so i did this contest!:D hope you like it also i didn't pass the limit of words i did but i deleted some stuff or alot of stuff 😂,but anyways bai guys!)
