and that's why i need you,
always.
you hold me, when i was down.
and that's why i need you,
your smell and your sweater, the way that they would cover me when it's raging outside
and that's why i need you,
your breath and your moving chest on my back, reminds me to keep breathing when i'm suffocating
and that's why i need you,
your presence, reminds me to stand still when i don't have any reason; to be alive.
and when you left,
for years, i enjoyed your presence when i was drowning
i thought my ocean was you
turns out,
you drowned me.
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
chaos and air
Poetrywhen it comes to heartbreak, loss, or anything that makes you want to die. you have to believe it. cause that's the only thing that keep you from death by making you feel like dying.