What You Caused

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It'd had been three years since I had seen you. I was excited that I was coming back to your morning kisses on my forehead to our late night stroll. I spent hours and hours in a car on my way back. I stayed awake a majority of the trip until maybe thirty minutes till I got to my new home. I unpacked my things placing them in the back room. I sat in the living room waiting for you to message back. You took forever to message back and when you did it was already so late to see you, so we made plans to go walking the next day. Hours seemed like a eternity til the next morning. I waited for you to say something all morning and when my phone dinged it was beginning to pour outside. I really wanted to see you so I begged and begged until you said you'd be here. I got up an got dressed in my gray jeans with my tap out shirt and combat boots and just waited quietly for you. I told everyone I was going out with a friend in a lil, but you took longer than I thought. When I saw you I just bout couldn't believe it was real. I pushed myself into your familiar arms. You stood there and held me for just a moment. I didn't know what to say it had been so long. You lead me to the park path we use to always take after school to go home. I followed you to one of the hidden paths and you turned around an kissed me. I kissed back lightly for my new lip piercing was sore and new. You reached your hand to my face lightly touching it. I couldn't help but smile. You kissed me again this time lightly pressing me against the tree. I stumbled a lil and then looked at you. " Is this real?" I thought quietly to myself. I felt your hands push up my shirt lightly grabbing my soft breast. I pushed your hands away. " Not yet ." I whispered. You with such desire buried in your eyes tried again after a moment then I got a text from my bro saying that his wife was bout to go to town and get somethings. I lingered a lil longer with him then headed to the house, but it was to late she had already left. So we headed back down the path, but this time we went further towards a pond, and then we found a path around the pond where no one could see us. I followed you where a bunch of trees made like a umbrella over our heads. You kissed me again, but deeper than before. I lightly pressed my hands against your chest. We stopped and stared at each other. " I've been waiting for you. I've wanted you so badly." I didn't say anything. He pulled my shirt up and started to sucked on my plump nipples. I started to squirm and pushed him away. You grabbed me tightly pressing me against the tree and started to push your hand between my legs. I clawed at your arm trying to move it from you ,but you were strong. You unhooked your pants pulling it out. I turned my head away not wanting to see. You forcefully grabbed my hands forcing me to grab it. I could feel my breath quicken my heart race. You leaned close to my ear. " Tighter you" whispered . I let go and turned more. " I can't ." He grabbed my hands tightly pressing it against him. " Grab! " He kind of yelled at me. I grabbed and stared away. He said tighter again so I did as he said then he moved his hands making mine move up and down. I jerked my hands away quickly " I can't!!" I cried. I pushed him back lightly stepping from the tree within a quick moment my body spun and he had my body pressed against the tree. He placed his hands over mine lightly squeezing them as he pressed himself against me. I closed my eyes tightly trying so hard to escape my mind. " What are you thinking?" He whispered in my ear as he pressed harder. " Him.." I cried softly. He moved his hands letting me place mine on his. I began to dig my nails deep in his skin as he pressed harder. After a lil longer I pushed back against him making him stumble back. I stepped further from the tree and he stepped close to me. His lips against mine as he held me softly. " Just let it happen." He spoke. " I can't ..," I mumbled. " I don't wanna feel like a toy." He reassured me that he wouldn't make me feel like that, but I ended back against the tree with his hands down my pants again.  My vision began to black in and out slowly to where I couldn't focus. He pulled my hands against him again and he once again whispered them same words to me, so I did just for a lil then he started to finger me pushing three inside me. I placed my hands against his shoulders begging for him to stop. It was as if he'd lost his hearing, but soon enough I gave into it. He pulled his hand out and unbottoned my pants. I looked at him half out of it. " It hurt my arm. He whispered. I nodded lightly and he started to finger me again. I squirmed softly not knowing what to do. I finally came back to my senses and pushed him away, and before I knew it he grabbed my arm slinging me into the tree. He started to grind against me, but before I knew it my pants were down to my knees and he was pushing himself against me. I shook with fear. He finally pushed himself into me. It was totally blackness by then, but I could feel his every move which only sickened me. I regained my ability to move an with such effort I pushed him from me as hard as I could, but it wasn't enough he pushed me back against the tree. This time he buried himself deep in the wrong place. I cried loudly " Not there!!!" He moved his body getting harder and harder with every thrust. But then it ended I pushed him from me trying to hook my pants quickly. I looked at him with his pants still down to his knees he just kind of smile. " How do you feel?"  I looked at him in the eyes. " Mad." I said quickly. He just smiled more. Then he pulled his clothes up and we headed back. We talked as if nothing had happened, but when I sat down he looked different in a sense. I asked him " What was wrong?" And he didn't look up. " I can't believe I just did that to you." I looked at him and said everything was ok. He shook his head " No its not" I said again that it was fine. Then he looked up at me " but if you do that shit again I'll walk." He just nodded.