Drowning

Its not drowning

Sometimes it gets hard
    Hard to keep afloat,

You don't want to breathe,

    It's more comfortable drowning,

Rocks on your stomach,

      Water in your lungs,

          That lightheaded feeling you love,

  And your little sibling 10 feet away.

         And that's where it gets hard to keep the feeling of drowning

Where all you can feel is guilt,

So you come up to the surface,
        Breathe for a little, so no one is worried

  Though no one cares

     But you can't resist it can you?

Not even the times when you hate the water,
When you hate drowning,

You still go back

And no one can't see your tears,

    And no one can hear you when you say,

              Bye bye world.