Seeking 4 Love (on hold)

Seeking 4 Love

Hi this is my first story on wattpad home you like it.

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There I was walking through the pitch black endless corridor wondering when my life would end... WAS THERE A POINT OF ME???

Dear Diary....

Mum and Dad were at it  again, I tried to stop them i really did but it was'nt enough nothing is anymore. My dad just threw me back when i tried to stop them my head hit the table and I think I was unconscious for a few moments when I woke I heard the scream I would never forget "If you are so sick of me why don't you just go away and never turn come back you cheat you two-timer,"  My Mum, Linda, yelled. "Fine Linda I will" and he got up grabbed his coat and walked away.

I thought it was one of his normal strops and he would come back smelling of strong alchol. The day went to 3 days then 6 then a week, the week turned into a month, then the mounth turned into 6 long months. Mum came into my room and smiled and whispered to me "It's you and me girl you and me," I did'nt want to belive it but I knew it was true.

Mum started talking alchol and smoking and coming back really late and say "Emerald, Babez sorry maybe I could take you out tommorow," but she never did. One day when I came back from school and found police in the house i ran up to my room and found a sucide letter on the bed it was from my ...MUM

It read in my mum's elegant writing:-'IF I SURVIVE NEVER SPEACK OF THIS IT IS VERY UNLIKELY I WILL I AM SORRY TO HAVE LEFT YOU ALONE IN SUCH A CRUEL HORRIBLE WORLD, WHAT YOUR DAD DID IS THAT BEFORE HE GOT MARRIED TO ME HE WAS GOING OUT WITH ANOTHER WOMEN (TWO-TIMING) IF I HAD KNOW I WOULD HAVE TURNED BACK  AND FOUND YOU A BETTER FATHER, BUT I HAD TO DO THIS I CANT EXPLAIN BUT I WAS PREGNAT IN I KILLED THE BABY SO HE OR SHE WOUND'NT HAVE TO FACE WHAT YOU DID BUT YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY FIRST BABEZ LOVE YOU ALWAYS MUM (LINDA) . :-(