Seeking 4 Love (on hold)

What Do I Do? .....

Dear Dairy

                   He knew well... What Do I Do? Do I trust him or do I leave him.... From my experience I would have left but .. he seemed different. Hand on one giddy moment didn't I think Taylor was the one. But he didn't have a parent.... DID HE??? What do I do? Seems like I should trust him don't know why perhaps because he made me feel wanted but so did Taylor. I will.

He looked deep into my eyes and asked me why I kept it a secret from him. I made a stupid decision and ran off. There I was running across the field past the trees, past the wood past a newly-found farm and past a pond I found a a tree covering a hole and went through. While I was going past the tree my hair got caught on it, I pulled at it and it hurt and a few strands of my hair remained there. I didn't care, I don't. I must have been crying for at least an hour or more. I can hear his voice but he can't find me here, it's to far. IS'NT IT.

The tree pulled back, my heart was throbbing.I tried to make myself cry but  I was to tired to do anything especially cry my eyes were raw. I saw a figure and got scared when it stepped into the moonlight it was Luke I ran and hugged him and made a snuffling noise into his shoulder I wasn't crying I was laughing. Then a thought hit me how did he find me...

"Luke how did you find me" I asked him "Easy," He replied " I saw what direction you ran in and chased you, I lost you and was searching but then I found your trainer and carried on" I looked down and saw I had one shoe missing. He handed me my shoe and continued, " Then I found a ripped piece of your scarf (He handed me that.) and ran the I found this place and saw your hair hanging on the tree and looked inside... and please don't run off like that you scared the life out me." He finished. Then I giggled. "You sound like my mum, I was she was alive," I frowned.

So there we were walking home and I had a thought baby just maybe there was hope.