Skinny Love♥ (Stiles Stilinski/Teen Wolf Fanfic)

Truth Part 1

"First of all, I mean it when I say you can't tell anyone about me being a werewolf. That includes Stiles and Derek. I can't have anyone knowing about me just yet." 

If I was going to try this whole honesty thing then i was going to tell him the whole truth, and hopefully he didn't hate me.. Because it would really suck to have to kill him if he was a threat to me.. I couldn't let anyone know about my secret, not yet. 

Scott looked confused. Well of course he was, he had no idea what was going on and one of his two best friends turned out to be holding this huge secret from him. If he wasn't confused, that's when I would be worried. 

"I dont understand why? Why are you keeping this a secret? Stiles and I understand and maybe Derek can help you...." He began telling me while I let out a small laugh. 

"Nobody can help me now..I've been a werewolf for my whole life.." I grinned through my teeth. Scott looked at me confused while I let out a sigh. "When I was little..i..umm..I was attacked by another werewolf..I got bit and I became a werewolf..My parents didnt know what was happening and i tried to hide it from them but it didnt work so well one full moon.. i...i attacked them. ..my dad couldn't even look at me, he tried to kill me..they both did...and..I ... i attacked him before he could attack me....it was an accident..i didnt mean to but i couldn't control it...so i ran away because i was scared he would kill me..I came back the next morning only to find his dead body along with my mom's.." 

"wait, your parents are dead..? Someone killed them...?" Scott asked cautiously while I just shook my head.

"haven't you ever wondered where my parents were at all the time..? How come i'm always by myself in my house..? It's because I have no one..it's just me.." 

"I'm so sorry.." Scott tried telling me while I shook my head. 

"I made it my life's mission to find the person responsible for turning me and make sure they suffered and felt the pain i've felt for all these years." I looked over at Scott who looked at me shocked. "I want answers..why they turned me and what did they gain from killing my parents.." 

"revenge just doesn't seem like you..." Scott tried talking me down.

"did it ever occur to you that you have no idea who i really am?" Scott stood quiet while I sighed. I didnt mean to sound harsh but... it's the truth. He doesn't know who I really am, nobody does.

"Look, i'm sorry. I didn't mean to yell but...I have spent my whole life trying to run from my past..I have been trying to find answers..but i can't..It's like there's this never ending pain..I think that's my punishment..to be unhappy for the rest of my life..everywhere i've ever gone, I have brought and found nothing but pain and missery..but here..something lead me here..." 

"What do you expect to find here..?" Scott asked.

"I don't expect to find anything anymore really...Maybe something that'll at least help me find some sort of closure at least..I mean..i'm tired of running.." 

Scott didn't say anything but he walked over to me, putting a hand on my shoulder. "It's going to be fine..." 

I shook my head. "No it won't..There's nothing that'll ever make any of this okay..." 

"So when you get the answers you need...are you just going to take off..?" 

I bit my bottom lip and shook my head. "I've been running my whole life, never staying in one place for too long..I've never had a reason to stay somewhere.." 

He looked at me surprised. "What about here..? Is there any reason to stay here..?" 

I couldn't help but let a small smile form on my lips. "Yeah.." I smiled while Scott asked me why now. What was so different from this town that would make me want to stay and give up my whole plot for revenge. "Because..for the first time in a long time..I've found a reason to stay..." 

"stiles." Scott smiled while I couldn't help but smile too. 

"Yes, Stiles.." I smiled wide while he laughed and smiled over at me. "He's the first person in a long time that's made me feel..normal..when i'm with him..I feel less alone..i feel safe when i'm with him..and when we're together, all i want is to keep him safe.."

"You can trust me, i won't tell.." Scott told me while he reached for my hand and gave it a squeeze. 

"I know you wont.." I smiled while sighing. 

he looked at me a little uneasy, like he was just itching to ask me something. 

"What is it?" I asked him. 

"It's just...how come your eyes are..red...?" He looked at me cautiously. "They're exactly like the Alpha's.." 

I took a deep breath before holding my face in my hands. 

Ugh this was one memory, that I really wished i could forget.. Unfortunately.. I couldn't.. No matter how hard I tried, this was one of the memories that haunted me the most.. 

"Because.." I began saying before sighing. "I'm an Alpha too.."