«It's been about 1 week and half since Yuu's return...He stiil hasnt woken up» -Nao thought while sitted by his hospital bed.
Honestly, he got back last week and still we won't get any contact with him. If I should be really sincere with you guys I have to admit that I am kinda worried, I mean... after all I were the one back in my teenage years, who asked him to do it. Tomori slapped herself in the face with her palm lightly as she walked back and forth in the room repeadly with the other hand constantly stuck under her chin. She murmured for herself and bit in the lip so roughly that it almost made her bleeding. It had been five years, five sacking years since she have him the task and on top of that... she also made a promise as once he returned, she would give in, confess her feelings and they would finally end up together in their future "happily ever after days." She actually made sure not to forget that part, even though it made her uncertain and to cold sweat, even just by the thought of it.
- Hey, Tomori-sån, what's wrong? Asked the always so, as rememberable, sweet and carrying Kuronane as she hung over the table and eyed her dearly beloved female friend on the eyes as she smiled brightly and chocked her head.
- I'm fine, I just... She tried to mind her words since she spoke to the most emotional person she knew...
- I just... need to get some air, that's all. And by that she stood up from the chair in the waiting room and headed for the closest exit.
Tomori went outside. God she really needed some air.She felt so guilty for what happened..And she was so sad,just to think that in some way, Yuu may not be the same, and dont accept her... Kurobane was behind her, and she didnt even notice her while she was murmuring words...
«Tomori?»
«Talk to us»
«Its not your fault, dont blame yourself»
Tomori kept mumbling quiet words to herself as if she where maintaining a dialogue with herself but as she soon broke free from it she shook her head and crossed her arms over her chest in a determined position.
When she finally realised what she had been doing she sighed deeply and face palmed once again as she wouldn't even give her close female friend a single glance but would instead look away from where she stood with a lowered head.
- How... how could it not be my fault. If it wasn't for me then... no. If it wasn't for my request, then... he would never have done it. It's completely my fault and I only have myself to blame for it. Realise it, Kurobane... five years ago my younger self messed it up. And now , he's supposed to be all easy going and stiff, he's supposed to accept me and take me as a girlfriend and future wife since that was the promise we made before he left. How can he possibly forgive me for all this?
Tomori! Snap out of it! Yuu would have gone even if you didnt ask him! For gods sake, do you want Yuu to see you like this when he wake-
He wont wake up! Stop this Kurobane! please. I cant handle this pain !....i .. -i miss him soo much. And when i'm at his side, is like, there's no one there...I'm sure that the Yuu who returned to us, isnt the same who left five years ago..
Tomori....- Kurobane said, reaching for tomori's hands, and keeping a warm smile.
«Yuu?»
Tomori?- what's wrong?
Yuu! you're awake! i missed you soo much
Tomori snap out of it!
what wrong with you?-- Kurobane was shaking Tomori to see if she reacted. But she didnt
instead, she felt to the ground
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Charlotte ✧
FanfictionA Fanfiction (Roleplay) made by Ellionor Ohlsson and Me (Sêni), Won't be continued and this is a repost with new cover, anyways, hope you enjoy it ♥