Truth or Dare

Chapter 15~ We're Leaving~

We hurry up and get dressed from being drenched in the shower. I looked out of the window and there is a furniture truck here.

"Madeline what's going on?" I ask her.

"I'm not sure but they're taking my stuff!" She screams running outside.

"What's going on?" I yell at the sweaty old guy moving her couch into a large truck. "They didn't pay the note so we have to take everything!" He says into her face.

"You can't just take all of our stuff!" She says about to grab her phone. The last guy brought the rest of their appliances into the truck and they all left.

~Madeline's POV~

"Mom. Some people just took everything. What's happening?" My voice said shakily.

"Someone who we owed ALOT of money to came and took all of our savings and we can't pay for anything." She said about to cry.

"Well what's going to happen mama?" I asked about to cry myself. "I don't know dear, but your father and I are.....are.... seperating and were all moving different ways." She said crying at this moment.

I hate when she calls that dick my dad. Jim isn't my dad and I hate him, sure he's my step dad but he never TRIED to accept me.

All he cares about is my mom and his kids. He never thought as me good enough.

Which is why my mom neglected me. I'm glad he's leaving her.

"Okay, but I have to talk to you." I said. "There is no time for that honey, your father is making us leave as soon as we get home, go and pack up all your things." She said as I hung up.

"I have to move." My voice shatter and I held Niall tight. I can't leave him. Not now. Not just like this.

"What?!?! You can't just stay? What happened." He said as I started walking to my room. "I have to pack but I'll call you later. I don't know where I'm going but anywhere but here is way to far." I said as I packed and tears scattered through my eyes.

We hugged for the longest time and I sniffled and I hear him begin to cry. That was a first. My mom pulled up and I walked sluggishly through the driveway. Then, we kissed one last time. I then got in the car and we drove off.

When I looked back he started chasing the car but eventually gave up. I thought I would die right there in the passengers seat. But sadly I didn't and now I have to deal with not being in his arms.

"Mom, before we get to a highway I need to stop at some kind of store." I said.

"But we need to leave honey." She sais putting a hand on my shoulder. I started to scream at her,"Oh so now that Jim is leaving you, you think that you can just act like a mom. Don't even try! Just bring me to that gas station, NOW!"

She sighed while pulling over and I got out of the car. I needed to clarify the pregnancy.

I got out my purse and demanded to buy a pregnancy test. I am not having a good day with people. I bought the two dollar pee stick thing and rushed the the bathroom.

I set it down on the counter and flushed water on my face. "Let's find out." I said to my self hopefully nobody was in the bathroom. I walked in a stall and sat on the toilet. My hands were all shaky opening the box.

I don't know if I even want a child without Niall being by my side for support. I dropped the test in tears and grabbed the sharpest thing out of my purse, a letter oppener.

I took it with my right hand and held it tigh. Then, I began to slit my left wrist it didn't bleed yet so I started to cut harder and harder. I bled EVERYWHERE.

But I wasn't scared of pain, my life is pain. I'm used to it.

I dropped the blade and fell on the cold, hard ground.

After a few minutes I pulled myself back together and used the test. For Niall and for the life that may or may not be alive inside of me.

I looked at the test with my eyes closed for hesitation at first but I slowly started to look. Of course just my luck. It was positive, and I'm so far away from the father and the one I love.

I bought some gum and got in the car still tears on my face. Of course. Why not? My mom didn't even ask about me crying. We left to go to well, I don't even know.