Wonder Clouds

Only Him

It was only him I liked
It was only him I loved
It was only him I wanted
It was only him I needed

Everyday I would wake up to him, facing me sleeping with a slight smile. He was so peaceful and so bright. I could never ask for anything better.

To be honest I didn't like him at first. I was in to my own thing. I knew he liked me, I just didn't care.

I was with another guy at the time. I thought I loved that dude, but he did not feel the same. And when we broke up I went into a dark place.

Then my true love took me out of the shell I was in. Every word he said was therapeutic. He helped me which made me fall in love him.

He was a great friend. We went everywhere together until he was my best friend. I called him my best friend for a year until I called him my boyfriend.

Not long after there was something wrong with me physically. An illness. Something that had no cure. I felt terrible. How am I going to tell him? Will he still love me? What will I do?

He told me that there was nothing to worry about and that he still loved me. So much he wanted to marry me.

Everything was perfect. The wedding, our family, our love.

As we were living happy. I notice I was not feeling the greatest. I thought it had to do with my illness. But it very opposite. It was a miracle.

Life wasn't so perfect soon after. Everything was falling apart slowly but surely but he was still by my side.

The miracle before helped me forget what was going on before and made me more focused.

Every thing began to be on track until...

I never saw him again.