warning: this maybe sad/ depressing. if you are going through depression, sadness, or anything like that please don't read this. in not sure if it's going to be really sad, but for your own "safety" don't read it if you have any of those listed. now let's get this started, play the song bc it might fit the story. idk I'll stop taking now.
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dear, y/n
i miss you so much, I wished you didn't have to leave me. everyone here misses you, and asked if you are doing fine. those questions make me feel so upset, i just lie and say "she's doing fine." it hurts like hell. i wished that stupid drunk driver never hit you, I would've been able to confess my feelings for you. and yes it's true, i have feelings for you, y/n. i love you with all my heart, and will always treasure those fun moments we had. we could've cuddled, go on dates, kiss you in the rain like cheesy couples do, etc. i would've done everything i could to protect you, but i clearly failed, you're gone and it's my fault. if I didn't let you go to that party maddie invited you to, you would've still be here.
i promise you if I ever find that drunk driver, i would beat the shit out of him until he died because he took your life away.
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gray's p.o.v:
i didn't realize I was crying until the ink on the letter smudged, i missed her so much. i would do anything, i mean anything to go back in time to save her. i love you, y/n.
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you didn't deserve this, that drunk driver does. i haven't spoke to maddie since your death, and im not planning to. i know you probably won't be able to read this, but i would read this a million times for you even though you can't hear me. my family, besides Ethan, keeps telling me it's going to be alright and that I have to move on. but I won't, i will always love you.
i love you , y/n. i always will. thank you for being by my side when I need you most, when i had no one. i promised you to be there, too. i promised to protect you from your psycho, idiotic, abusive boyfriend. and I did.
i said it many times, and i'll say it many times again; i love you, y/n.
- Grayson Bailey Dolan
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i took this to her grave and put the flowers i brought on her grave. i just sat there crying. i felt y/n presence, it felt warm and nice. i look down my fingers and saw a promise ring. me and y/n had matching ones, i remember her wearing it during her funeral.
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soooooo this wasn't that sad, but for someone who usually sleeps at 12 probably wouldn't be good at writing stories at 1 am.
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what happened to y/n?
y/n died while driving home from a party.
she wasn't drunk or anything, the other driver was.
she was in a coma for 2 months, and died.
