Outcast (sequel to Sex Slave)- Black Veil Brides fanfiction

11: (Title Goes Here)

~Lacy~
I woke up in an empty bed, CC left an hour ago with the guys. I stayed in his bed, breathing in his scent. For some reason, it calmed me down. My phone went off for the hundredth time, I finally picked it up and checked the caller ID. It's Gee, thank god. "Hello?" I answer
  "Oh thank god you're okay!" He sighs in relief "I went to see Jinxx this morning cause he told me what happened. Jinxx looks pretty bad Panda..." I breathe in a chunk of air then let it out in one large huff.
  "I don't know if I can go back."
  "Then don't." I turned around fast, Gee stood there with the phone up to his ear. "I love Jinxx but you're my sister-not by blood but you're considered my only family, and if you don't see Jinxx then I won't see him." I hang up the call and drop my phone in the floor, not caring if it broke.
  "Gee..." I break down crying in his shoulder.
  "Shhh it's ok."
  "I'm so confused...CC kissed me last night." He looks at me with wide eyes then nods
  "Take a break from this relationship crap then when you think you're mentally and emotionally stable and you think you can handle it then go for it."
  "I love you Gee." He kisses my head
  "I love you too Panda." He wipes away my tears. "Remember when my parents died?"
  "How can I forget? I was there with you guys."
  -Flashback-
Gee and I were in the back singing Fergalicious and being some stupid teenagers. His parents were just laughing in the front. Gee is a spinning image of his dad, his mom is gentle and kind. They were all good people.
  Gee's Mom, Rose, looked in the back and smiled at me. Rose held my hand. "We're almost there." I squealed. Gee's family and I were on our way to a Pierce the Veil concert since Gee is in love with Vic so much we had to take him for his 16th birthday. I was 14 at the time.
  "You sure your mom's sister and her husband don't mind?" Gee's dad, Derrick, asked. He knew they weren't my real parents and he knew I didn't like them.
  "Yeah, they won't care anyways." Total lie, once I get home I'm gonna get my ass kicked.
  "Oh ok just watching out for you bud." Rose looked back at me with guilt in her eyes, she wanted me to live with them but I didn't want to cause trouble since I rebel A LOT. "WOAH!!" We swerved on the road a bit. "Rose!!" Everything happened too fast.
  The car flipped off to the side, Gee got on top of me covering me from the glass flying onto me. In a second, everything grew dark and silent. I coughed and sat up, I could barely hear myself scream Gee's name.
  I stared down at his lifeless body, blood dripped from his forehead and everywhere else on his body. I couldn't find his parents, I dragged Gee out of the car and took his mom's phone, I knew her passcode. I placed Gee on the cool wet grass, there his parents were. They looked amazing together. His dad laid beside his Mom holding their hands, they were dead and I could tell. But I didn't want to believe that these beautiful people were dead, I ran to their bodies and checked their pulse. They were both icy cold, I refused to believe they were gone.
  I called 911, they came in no time. I couldn't answer questions, I could speak after screaming Gee's name for so long. Everything was a big blur, I can't believe Gee's perfect day got ruined by some dumb ass driver blocking the road...that was gonna be Gee's first time seeing his idols, and those drunk 20 year old white people ruined it.
  -Present-
  I held onto Gee while he cried into my lap. "Why did they have to go?" I ran my fingers through his hair, calming him down slowly.
  "They weren't able to survive, but they died together."
  "Why didn't I just kill myself with that pistol...?"
  "Gee stop!" I tugged his hair.
  "Ow!" He sat up rubbing his scalp
  "Cut it out! They wouldn't want you to take your life away, that's a waste. You could've died in that coma so be thankful for still being here." I cupped his cheeks. "When I say I love you, I really mean I FUCKING love you more than anyone else!" Tears formed in his eyes again. "Don't ever leave me Gee! You are my other half! Your my best bitch and we'll always be best bitches no matter what you do or say. You can be in prison but you'd still be my best bitch. I will always have your back and you'll always have mine. I would sacrifice anything getting in my way from you Gee."
  "R-really?"
  "Hell yes!" I smiled
  "I'm sorry." He sobbed into my chest.
  "It's okay honey." I rub his back, he fell asleep quickly. Now when I look at him closely, he hasn't gotten enough sleep. My poor boo.
  "Hey I'm back!"
  "Shh!" I shush CC.
  "What happened here?" He whispered
  "Gee fell asleep crying." I whispered back
  "Why?"
  "It's a secret between us. I can't tell anyone, not even my future soulmate."
  "Oh." He sits down beside me and holds my hand "I'm sorry for last night."
  "Ugh enough of the apologizing. It's not even that bad of a mistake, I wouldn't even call it a mistake."
"Oh." CC awkwardly side hugged me so he wouldn't hit Gee. "You hungry?" I shake my head "At least eat something, you have a human in your stomach." I nod
  "Can you make me the signature CC meal?" He smirks
  "Sure thing sugar." He winks, I giggle and roll my eyes. "I'll be back." I lay in bed with Gee still in my lap, I run my hands through his hair softly.
  "I love you Gee, you're my best bitch for life." I kiss his head and lay back stroking his cheeks.
  "Mph..." he says in his sleep "Lacy...momma...dad..." he mutters, I sigh. I wish that never happened to him. "No, stop. Don't..." he whimpers
  "Shhh...it's just a dream babe." He calms down when he hears my voice and feels the warmth of my skin on his hand. I start to sing a song from Andy.
  Nothing left, now I'm feeling numb
And just like you, I couldn't love someone
There is no one, I can belong to

Take you out, never bring you back again, back again, back again
Can't recall how we lost our innocence, innocence, (innocence)

Nothing in the cage of my ribcage
Got no heart to break, like it that way
Nothing in the cage of my ribcage
Emptiness is safe, keep it that way

On the path never leading home
Cut it out from my flesh and bone
And I feel like, I can't see anything

Take you out, never bring you back again, back again, back again
Can't recall how we lost our innocence, innocence, (innocence)

Nothing in the cage of my ribcage
Got no heart to break, like it that way
Nothing in the cage of my ribcage
Emptiness is safe, keep it that way

Used to be, I had light
I had fire in my chest
Oh, but now I'm all out
And I've got nothing left

Nothing in the cage of my ribcage
Got no heart to break, like it that way
Nothing in the cage of my ribcage
Emptiness is safe, keep it that way

Nothing in the cage of my ribcage
Got no heart to break, like it that way
Nothing in the cage of my ribcage
Emptiness is safe, keep it that way

  I see Gee smile a little bit then his expression turns calm. CC comes in frowning at me with a tray of food. "What?" He shakes his head
  "How come you're not the lead singer?"
  "Cause I'm not as good as Chase and Janelle." He gasps
  "They shouldn't even be called singers, you're better. You wouldn't need them to even back you up. See Chase and Janelle needed each other to sing to make it sound better, but if it was only you, you'd make everything sound a lot better." I shrug
  "I don't know C, I'm not ready to unleash my terrible singing to the world." He rolls his eyes
  "Push Gee off of you, you need to eat." I shake my head
  "No, it's fine." Gee wakes up
  "Hm?"
  "Lacy needs to eat." He nods and moves over to my side letting me eat then falls back asleep.
  "I'm full." I groan and hand him the empty tray. "Thanks C."
  "You're welcome."