S T O P ○ PLAYING

CHAPTER ○ 9

Seungkwan

I sat down in the back of the class with a sigh and didn't bother watching as Joshua walked to his class with Jihoon, luckily for me I don't have to deal with Hansol in this class.

Come around recess however he was always there, funny how once you end something or want to forget about someone or something they're always there. I sighed as I quickly went to my locker and grabbed my stuff and when I closed it I was face to face with Chan.

I rolled my eyes and turned away as I heard him hurriedly follow me;

"Yknow hyung, he told me what happened and he-"

"Good for him" I said sarcastically, welcome back me.

"Maybe you should give him another cha-"

"Look Chan, " I said and turned around to face him "I couldn't give two sits anymore!he broke me alright?! He lied to me so many times he's also apparently found someone WAY better and I was just some stupid little game and failed experiment so just go away okay?!" I said, I could hear my voice getting louder near the end but my mind began to blank and I found myself being held up by Chan and apparently I had dropped my books and pushed the hell of my hands into my head.

"H-hey hyung? Y-you okay?" I couldn't fully hear him but I just nodded seeing as that might do something but it only made my headache worse.

"It- ah! It hurts!" I cried out, not hearing Joshua come up behind me and take me away and that's the last I remembered.

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Next thing I know, I'm waking up in a white room? The nurses office? No probably just a hospital.

"Wait! Why am i- owh!" I pushed my hands onto my head and hunched over in pain.

"Hey boo, you kinda passed out yesterday." I heard joshua - no that's not joshua.

"What do you want?" I spoke coldly as I could.

I felt a hand land gently on top of mine and I pulled away but winced in pain again.

"Believe it or not I brought you here... surprise!" He said but quietly and held out a cup of water that was sitting on the counter.

"Why should I trust you?" I asked, taking the water anyway and set it down again.

I watched as he hung his head and then looked back up and me as our eyes met.

"I mostly wanted to apologize, and also wanted to make sure you were okay;" he said then sighed softly "the doctors said that you were weighing under weight and honestly you scared the shit out of me; they also mentioned a bunch of other thig-"

"Why do you care?" I asked, not as cold as before but still with a hit in my words as I pulled away from him harshly as I could considering my fairly weak state.

I heard him let out a sigh; not an annoyed one but more of a hear-me-out sortof concerned sigh.

"Because i do for fucks sake. I may have been a jerk for most of our relationship and i thought i had just gotten bored but helk i didnt want to be alone hence why i never fully left you so i always amde excuses and i just goddamiy i care so mu-"

"Im stopping you Right there. One; yes you were and still sre a jerk, two;you got bored? What the actual fuck vernkn. So i was some toy you used when u felt like it. Ashole. And three;you only care now because im not okay, im in a hospital."

I sighed, trying not to snap or cry.

"You only care because you almsot lost me from the world vernon, your a asshole and your gonna have to try ALOT harder than that. Good luck and please leave now i want to see my hyung." I said, looking away from him before glaring at him and seeing just how easily he left before seeing Joshua run in and a smile grew on my face as he hugged me, i was safe again.

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Eyyyy ily seungkwan u do u boo

Highlight still hits me hard

I cry