Brothers Bestfriend #Wattys2017 (Editing)

Chapter 19 (were over)

It's been 3 weeks since 1D Concert Me and Justin are still arguing over the smallest things ever i don't know what to do i think i should give up and move on but it's hard since i love him so much

Me:Chazzy?

Chaz:whats up?

Me; Can we talk alone?

Chaz: I will meet you upstairs

Me: Okay

i walked upstairs i felt hands around my waist i turned around and looked at him

Justin:Hey Babe

Me:Hey

Justin:So wanna watch movies

Me: I'm gonna talk to Chaz maybe later

Justin:Okay

Chaz Came in as Justin left i rolled my eyes and laid down on my bed

Chaz:So?

Me: I don't know what to do we been arguing so much i just think it's time

Chaz:That's not a good choice

Me:why?

Chaz; what you don't know is Justin been going through a hard time the other day papz told him they hope his parents die and it's just hard you have to be there with him and your the only person that makes him smile this is the time he need you now

I never really thought or asked him how he is feeling i just went by what i thought was best

Me; Thanks Chazzy your the best best friend ever i love you

Chaz; I love you 2

he kissed my forehead as i began to close my eyes and fell asleep when i woke up Chaz was asleep to i threw a pillow at him he fell off the bed

Me: Oops

Chaz: Ouch

Me; I didn't think you would fall _laugh_

Everyone ran in here i mean Renee,Justin,Corinne,Ryan,Mom,Dad

Dad:what the hell was that

Me; Charles is dumb enough so he fell off the bed _laugh_

Chaz;Hey You threw a pillow at me and i fell _puppy face_

i pinched his cheek

Me;Is little Chazzy gonna cry _smile_

Chaz;Don't do that _laugh_

Me; I'm sorry that well he made that loud noise it won't happen again

Dad:Better i was in a good sleep

Mom:Me too

Ryan: I was in a make out section

Corinne : A really good one

Me: I did- i mean we didn't need to know that right Chaz?

Chaz:Right

Justin:can we talk alone?

Me; I just woke up give me 5 minutes

Justin:yeah whatever

Me;Why are you mad i just need a drink off water

Justin: I wanna talk to you to work things out apparently you would rather be with Chaz

Me; Justin No I would rather be with you

Justin: Not

he walked away then i heard the door slam i put my white vans on let me tell you i'm wearing Pajama shorts that are white and fluffy with Hello Kitty Face on it with a light pink plain shirt i ran out the house forgetting about everything else i looked to my right i see him walking away i ran tours him

Me: Justin!

_Justin P.O.V_

I was so mad i just needed her to be with me and tell me everything will be fine but no she said wait 5 minutes i slammed the door

Papz:Are you gonna go to a slut and pay to sleep with her

Me; Get the fuck out of my face!

They all walked away and i heard a voice i will never forget but i kept walking

Jessica;JUSTIN!

i kept walking she catch up to me

Me;What do you want

Jessica; I'm sorry i was still tired and i just needed to wake up

Me:Or is it you would rather be with Chaz?

Jessica;Justin he is our best friend i just needed to talk to someone

Me:Why couldn't you talk to me

Jessica;Every time we try it turns to a argument Justin i'm tired of arguing we only been dating for a month and we argue constantly

Me; you don't know what i'm going through we should at least talk about our problems instead of walking away from them but you wanna know something your selfish

Jessica;Me selfish are you kidding do you see what i'm wearing i ran out here for you but yeah but i guess i am selfish

she bumped in my shoulder and walked away

Me: where done Jessica?

Jessica:Is that what you want? _teary eyed_

Me: I guess so

Jessica; Fine but don't say your sorry because i'm done for good i fell so hard and you pushed me away okay look Justin i know your going though a lot but really why take it out me? i been here for you for so long maybe you and Jaque belong together I'm Not Selfish You Are! _crying_

Me:Jessica?

Jessica; Remember we are done! _crying_

Fuck i'm such a idiot why do i do this i saw as she ran away

_Jessica P.O.V_

I can't believe this we are done why does he take it out on me i tried so hard to be a good girlfriend as i ran away i looked back and just saw him in the same place i turned back around and went inside the house more tears slipped my face

Renee: Oh My Gosh whats wrong

Me; We are don- done for good _crying_

She hugged me so tight Chaz hugged me too

Renee: So sorry

Me: why does this happen to me i love him so much and this happens so quickly i fell so hard and he pushed me away i just wanna be happy _crying_

Renee: look at me baby girl you don't need a guy just to make you happy

Me: I feel so complete with him and now i feel broken _crying_

The door shut i looked over that way there was the guy that broke my heart he came closer to me i walked away with tears falling i heard Chaz

Chaz: Don't man just don't

Renee walked in my room and hugged me tight i just cried and cried so hard

Me:Thanks for being here i just wanna be alone

Renee: Tell me if you need anything i will be here for you when you need me

Me; Thank you

I played "The Way I Loved You" By Selena Gomez More tears slipped my face i turned it up and got in the shower i brushed my teeth and washed my hair i did my hair in a messy bun and put yoga pink shorts on with a black shirt that said Love sucks and black fluffy pajama shorts with green socks then "Almost Is Never Enough" came on By Ariana Grande Ft Nathan Sykes i fell on the bed and cried i cuddled with the pillows as tears streamed down my face i knew this was only the beginning as i fell asleep with my heart broken into pieces.

SO SORRY I have not Been updating school is being such a pain and I have been working on an big assignment about a celerity :) yes I choosed justin. <3 thank you so much for 1.3 K reads!!! I love you guys so much <3