I thought you were different,
I thought you were going to be a safe bet,
No tears,
No heartbreak,
No pain.
Still I feel for you more than my last,
The butterflies and emotion aren’t foreign to me,
It’s an old friend,
Bringing back past mistakes.
I thought I could call it quits and start anew,
Find someone who I could be me with,
Someone who went above standards,
If I ran after you I wouldn’t be hurt the same way.
But things aren’t so easy,
I have to try,
Try hard,
Just to get you.
You may get taken before I can grab you,
Then I may stumble,
And shatter,
Shatter into a million pieces.
I think I may have fallen hard,
I don’t want to try and change myself in the process,
Don’t want to lose myself chasing you,
Cuz chasing is something I’m new to </3
