Seventeen

4

Jungkook P.O.V

"Jungkook honey!"
I walk down the stairs but stopped half way when I see my dad sitting there right next to my mom "y-yes?" My dad was reading the newspaper as he spoke "Jungkook your mom just called you why are you still on the stairs?" I quietly walked down "honey can you vacuum the dining room?" I nodded and began to vacuum "um I'm going with Tae later..." my mom sipped her tea and responded "that's fine just please vacuum first " I nodded

I'm definitely not used to my dad being back it felt as if I was walking on egg shells all the time now.

As I vacuumed it seems as if the floor wasn't that dirty "Jungkook I'm going out to buy some groceries, let your dad know when you leave."

Fuck she can't leave me here

"Mom wai-"  she closed the door.

"Did you finish ?"  "Yes dad" he got up and looked around until he found a corner with some dust in it.
"Jungkook what is this?" "D-dust." "Exactly didn't your mother tell you to clean the floor not push it all towards the corner?" I started to panic and talk back which was a mistake "BUT I DIDNT !"

My cheek stung it felt like what the TV looks like when it's all gray and fuzzy. The little feeling I had in my cheek I could feel some blood trickle down my face. Tears began to swell and I couldn't hold back. The salty water soon mixed in with the metallic substance on my face. My dad grabbed my face squeezing my cheeks together making my lips push out.

"Tisk tisk tisk. Look what you made daddy do? You made me angry and my ring cut your beautiful face." He was getting closer and i just stood there frozen. He kissed me. It started again.

I didn't even bother trying to run to Taehyungs house I just walked.  I rang the doorbell and after some time he opened the door and saw the dried blood and tears on my face. "T-tae" his face was mortified he let me in and we went up to his room. "Jungkook a what happened?" I started to cry again "did he..?" I shook my head "h-he just hit me a-a-and he um... he kissed me" Taehyung sighed and I knew he wanted to get me help but that would only make things worse "I'm sorry" i said as I put my head down "oh kookie don't be sorry." I began to sob "y-you probably are disappointed in me! I know you think I'm disgusting but but but-" I was cut off when he hugged me, really hugged me he squeezed and we stayed like that for a while until I calmed down some. "Thanks.."
"You know I'm always here for you kook, now let's get a bath running ya?"

I had went home after tae fell asleep I didn't want to burden him, but it felt so good to be held and cared for. I was in my bed when a gentle knock was heard, "c-come in" my mothers head appeared from behind my door "Jungkook baby it's me." I sighed and whispered under my breath "thank god" she sat down on my bed and patted her lap, I ladies my head down as she played with my hair. "I'm so sorry I can't protect you baby, I'm so so sorry."

She knows.

She knows and isn't doing anything about it. I started to cry again but I couldn't find it in myself to be angry. Something in me told me that she might have known and tries to protect me but she can only do so much. "M-mom. I- I don't want it to happen again I want to die" I cried into her lap "Jungkookie we have to stay strong we can do it baby trust me I'm working on something baby please don't do anything baby please mommy loves you " I sighed "I know."

She got under the covers with me and we began to talk. we talked like normal mother and son would do, I told her about how Yoongi asked me out on a date she was excited and I explained the night of the party, I told her everything it sort of seemed like things were going good with other people around me

I hope it stays that way