Ethan's POV
As I get used to my new home, I start to develop feelings for Tyler. Yes sure I'm bi, doesn't mean I fall in love with everyone. I'm scared to tell him it's possible. He doesn't know I'm bi, or that I... cut. Cutting helps me get rid of stress, sure may leave some scars but I don't care about the scars. Right now I'm just on my bed listening to Battle Scars, the song is a way to help me be calm. It tells a story. I sing along to it, "This is a anthem for the homesick, for the beaten, the lost, the broke, the defeated. A song for the heartsick, for the standbys. Living life in a shadow of a goodbye. Do you remember when we learned how to fly?" I then heard clapping in the door way, I sit up and see Tyler. I immediately feel a blush creep up onto my face.
(T- Tyler, E- Ethan, M- Mark, A-Amy. Yes I may be a fan of Septiplier but who's say Mark and Amy are together in this book?)
Tyler was smiling, which got me thinking. I got pulled from my thoughts when he spoke, "You were amazing, sorry I stoped you." He then came in and sat near my feet on the bed. I started to think of how much I love him and how I wanted to tell him. Would now be a good time? I pry myself from my thoughts to respond, "Thanks stone-face." I giggle and smile. I always liked to use his nicknames. But he made a come back with one of my nicknames, "No problem my blue angel." One thing I noticed in his sentence is he said my which now has me thinking more, does he like me? I need to test this. I get up from the bed but purposely trip and Tyler catches me in a dipping position, and then he picks me up bridal style. I must be dreaming. I pinch myself and feel pain, nope reality. I wrap my arms around his neck and leave them there and another test. He blushes a little but just enough that I can see. If he didn't like me he wouldn't be blushing. So he must like me in a way I like him. Thought that would never happen.
(Here's the first chapter, hope you enjoyed. And I'll write again later today or tomorrow. Bye!)
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Huge Love Story
FanfictionBasically a huge love story in a book filled with ships 🖤 so enjoy! This may also connect to my life. Maybe Warnings: smut, strong language, mpreg, suicide, cutting, depression. Read at your own risk.
