Tokyo Ghoul ONESHOTS (reader insert or characters)

What's happening to me (Tsukiyama x Kaneki)

This first is ShuNeki. It's based around the time Tsukiyama was suffering from the trauma of losing Kaneki. Hope you enjoy!

Been sitting eyes wide open

Behind these four walls

Hoping you'd call

What if one day you woke up and everything you wished and loved suddenly faded away? What if in that day you wake up thinking it was going to be another beautiful day, but everything's just gone? What if you try, try so hard, fall to your knees, beg to everyone, even God, but nothing ever happened? What would you do? What if there's nothing you could do?

It's just a cruel existence

Like there's no point

Hoping at all

As I'm lying down on my side, I look around my room. It's really dark here and I can only see one petit ray of sunshine. I feel hungry, but at the same time I have no appetite. I don't know what's more depressing: My fragile condition, my haunted room or my broken memories. I'm sure that, probably, my mind is too haunted by his ghost and in my heart blooms regret and guilt. Maybe if I went with him, I could have saved him... Or if I argued him out of this insane idea, using better words... If I was stronger... Maybe... he would still be here.

The pain burns in my chest, and my burden gets heavier every second. I can't forgive myself, I can't forgive him. The world is so unfair... I can't help myself from crying. I'm crying so hard that I almost can't breathe. It's like I'm being stabbed over and over again. I think dying would be better... But no one allows me. They want to control even my own life. Wait... This felling... It can't be... Please, not again... Now the pain is going to be physical... As the pain drowns me, I scream at the top of my lungs.

Baby, baby, I feel crazy

Up all night, all night

And everyday

I try to remain calm, breathing in and out slowly. Through my body, bruises multiply themselves day after day. This started when that happened. That really and deeply affected me. I don't eat almost anything, so I lose control of my kagune, desperate due to the hunger, so my own beautiful kagune beats me up, and I, defenseless, suffering. So yes, it's not just mental pain, it's also physical pain. But, of course, I'm used to feel this, but it still hurts a little. I watch them leave with a sad look on their faces, obviously worried about me. They shut the door silently, and here I am again. Me and this haunted room. And my broken memories. I close my eyes and memories start flooding my mind. Tears roll down my face. Gradually, I start not feeling each of my body parts, so I know the medicine they gave me is kicking in.

Give me something

Oh, but you say nothing

What's happening to me?

I open my eyes. In front of me, I see a dark figure, somewhat nostalgic. I blink as I try to adapt my eyes to this dark room. I can't contain myself as I mutter some exclamations. In front of me, there he stands, with his dark black hair and his white eye patch. I close my eyes and wait a little before opening them again, and 'puff!', he's still here. I can't believe it. "Kaneki... kun..." I murmur in a low voice while staring at him, but he says nothing. He doesn't even look at me. His eyes are lifeless, and they aren't moving. Suddenly, he starts to change. His uniform from Anteiku changes into a suit. His eye patch disappears. His eyes are still lifeless, but in his fragile face, an expression of horror is seen. I remember this day, in the Ghoul Restaurant. I feel a sharp pain on my chest. Abruptly, the vision disappears and I stare at where he was before.