~Imagine~
Your P.O.V
As tears blurred my vision it became harder to see the screen of the phone I was clutching tightly. My twitter notification had been blowing up with hate. Louis hated when I read it but it was so hard not to when hateful comments is all that showed up "Your so ugly! Louis deserved better than ur ugly ass" "go kill ur self! No one would care if U left!" "Louis is so blind how does he think ur beautiful! Your disgusting!". This has been going on for awhile but I haven't told Louis because I didn't want him to worry or have him lash out at the fans. Even though they send hate he does truly love them and their part of his world. I felt worthless and like I didn't belong on this earth. Even though I put on a fake smile and said I was happy soon Louis would know something was up and that I had been reading hate again. I can't take it anymore! I'm done with this! I'm tired with living knowing all the fans hate me and want me dead! I walk into the bathroom an open up the medicine cabinet and pull out the small container. Clutching it in my hands as tears continued to fall knowing this was the only way out if this pain.
~Imagine~
Part 2- Louis P.O.V
I got a call from (y/n) saying I had to come home and that it was important. She had been crying and even though she tried to hide it over the phone I knew something was up. I sped down the highway trying to get home to my girlfriend as quick as possible. I pulled into the driveway and bolted out of the car an up the walk way and into the house we shared for the past 4 years. "(Y/N)!" I shouted as I walked around the house trying to find her. I hear a whimper of a voice call me from the bedroom.
"Babe there you are!" I say as I enter the room sitting down next to her on the bed. "Louis, you know I love you with all my heart an soul right?" she said gazing out the window. "Babe that's a dumb question! You know I love you with all my being and..... wait babe what's going on" I said turning her to face me. She looked down at her phone and I followed her gaze. Reading all the hate fans had sent to her telling her to die and that she was a worthless piece of shit (on a side note you all are beautiful and you are loved by so many people!!). "Louis I can't take it anymore and I'm tired of living this way" her voice shook as tears poured down her face once after another. "What are you saying?" I said as tears fell down my face and my voice becoming weak. "I want you to be here with me when..." "No babe! No your not doing this!" I said standing up and turning to face her. "Louis it's to late, I already took the pills" she said revealing the small bottle in her fragile hands. "No! You didn't! Please tell me you didn't!" I said falling to my knees crying. "I'm sorry Louis. I'm tired of this and I'm done everything" she placed her soft tiny hands on my face. "Stay with me until I die?"
I pulled my self up from the floor and lied down on the bed pulling her small body close to me. Enjoying the heat of her body on mine and knowing this was the end of all we've been through. "Louis" her weakening voice said trying to stay alive. "Yes my love" I said as. Tears began to fall again. "Just remember one thing...." "Yes what is it?" "I love you more than anything on the planet". Those were the last words she spoke before her body went limp and cold. "I love you more than anything in the world to baby" I said planting one last kiss on her lips before I broke down into a fit of sobs. My world! My everything! My life was gone forever! After a while I released her lifeless body and reached for the phone dialing 911. "Hello my name is Louis Tomlinson and my girlfriend has just ingested some pills" "Ok sir the ambulance will be there soon" the dispatcher said and she typed away on her computer. "Ok thank you" I said setting the phone down next to me. I pulled her body close to me and began rocking her gently back and forth humming to her lifeless body.
~Imagine~
Final Part Louis P.O.V
I sat here rocking her body for what felt like forever. Tears glided down my cheeks endlessly and landed on her pale face. I wish I could hear her angelic voice just one more time "Lou" her eyes flitted open and looked at me. "But babe I thought u had passed away and how are you still alive!" I said clutching her close to me trying to feel the faint warmth of her body. "I just passed out . but I heard you singing . and it woke me up . but I am weak Louis . and I know it's almost time." It was hard for her to say that sentence. She had to take a short pause every few words. We sat there in silence for a little while listening to each other's breathing. I heard the distant sound of sirens heading this way. The sound grew louder until it was right out side the house. "Louis. Why. Is. An. Ambulance. Outside?" Her voice was so faint as the time was drawing closer. A loud banging sound came from downstairs and the sound of several footsteps pounded the ground and up the stairs. "In here!" I shout looking at the doorway for the medics who rushed on in "Babe your not leaving me yet!" I say looking down at her pale face.
The medic places his fingers on her neck checking for a pulse but his face fell quickly. "I'm sorry to say Mr. Tomlinson but she's gone" he said packing up his equipment. "But she was just alive right as you walked in the door! I just talked to her!" I said crying holding her close to my chest rocking back an forth. "I'm sorry sir" he said taking her out of my arms and putting her into a body bag on a stretcher and rolling her away from me and everything our life together could have been. My heart felt like it had been ripped out of my chest and torn into a trillion pieces and then run over by a bus. I lay there on the bed we had shared for 4 years and cried my entire being out. When the tears had run out I rolled over to face the ceiling "Good bye my love. The one girl I loved! The one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with" I closed my eyes an immediately feel into a deep sleep dreaming about the memories (Y/N) and I shared.
