So is just me or isn't everybody, is it a bad thing to have a crush on a boy and keep it from them like your whole life, but I guess I can say I am glad that he told me instead of marrying the wrong person. So I wonder if he got the letter yet I don't want to try to pushy or I could ask Cassidy but I need to just go with the flow and wonder why I haven't heard from Emily, she hasn't texted me but knowing her she is off with some boy after I told her that she doesn't need a male constantly. But I am going to pray that nothing bad comes out of that letter I wrote him,
"Dear God please let this letter be ok and that I know I did the right thing I didn't mean to make him freak out but I just need time I hope he understands Amen.""OMG OMG OMG Jasmine open up the door now there is a letter for you from Mike can I open it? Should I? What is it about?"
"Emily Amber get your butt in here with My letter it's not yours Missy."
"Fine what does it say?"
Hi Jasmine so I got your letter and I completely understand that you want to wait and that I shouldn't rush into a relationship so quickly I am glad you care about me like that, but I will give you all the time you need I will wait for you if it's the last thing I do I hope in the future you will wait for me too. And that we still can hang out just like friends and we don't have act like anything happened if you don't want to remember that we like each other. Maybe we can go out tonight like we do every week just as friends with not you know my number thanks love your best buddy.
Wow he is actually ok I am impressed I need to ask him what time? What should I wear? What should I do? Will things be odd between us? I hope he means it when he says he will wait for me!
"Hey Emily I need to know what you wear it's not like it's a date date its just 2 best buds going to hang out nothing bad. I was thinking a spring dress, or gym shorts and a t shirt and Nikes which do you think I am really nervous for some reason. Wait what about Make up should I wear makeup."
"Jasmine calm down you guys are best buds like you said you don't have to act odd around him God sent him here on this Earth for you for a reason and you have to let it be that way. And about what to wear gym shorts, but put a bow in your hair and some chapstick than your ready to go. I am going to go pack up my stuff since we are moving in with each other, so if you need me just come knock on my door oh yeah and text him when he's on his way so I can braid your hair before he gets here, love you girl bye."
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3 hours later Emily is braiding my hair Mike will be here in a hour I got a cute t-shirt from last night's concert, and I am nervous still.
"Emily do you think I can do this my hands are cold as ice and I don't feel well but I don't want to cancel on this date."
"Jasmine Frank sit your butt down he will love you just the way you are he already said he will wait for you no matter what."
My head is telling me I can't do this that Jasmine will just flake on me I don't know if she really likes me unless she faked like the rest of the girls I ever liked but again she wrote me a letter expressing her feelings for me not some other guy.
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Roman pour AdolescentsAbout a girl named Jasmine that is having a tough time learning the consequences through life.