The Nerd

My life, your questions

Answer.

One word, Six letter..

The one word is what everyone living their life is looking for.

They are all looking for an answer.

Your mom, your dad, your teacher, your siblings, your neighbor, everyone.

You

You are looking for an answer.

I'm looking for an answer.

That one word could make a big difference.

That one word could change your whole life.

And it could and it did.

Especially me.

It started before I was even born. My parents. My mom who was carrying me wanted an answer. Why did this thing have to exist? My parents hated kids and so then decided to never have one. They used condoms. They used birth control. The pill and the shot. They did everything they could possibly do to not have a child, but enjoy themselves at the same time.

I was a mistake. I know I was. I was told that I wasn't suppose to exist. I wasn't part of their 'plan'. I was told I 'ruined' them.

When mom found out she was pregnant. She asked herself these questions. What happened? How could this happen? Why does this thing happen?

When mom told dad, they did everything in their power to get rid of me. You really don't want to know what they did exactly. Sadly for them not of it worked. So they decided on an abortion.

Cruel right? A child not even given a chance to live. Well thank irresponsible parent for that.

When they got to the clinic they were relived knowing I wouldn't be there when they leave. Man were they wrong. So, mom got an abortion. They got the very premature infant out of her. Killing it off. Then they both left the clinic satisfied. That happiness did not last long.

A few months later mom notice her stomach was bloated. She quickly assumed she was eating to much and wanted to stay skinny and attractive. So, she went on a diet. Only salad and water. no meat or really only those nutrients. When she realized she was not losing any weight she stopped eating completely.

So, only a few days later she ended up in the hospital. Extremely malnourished. When the doctor realize she was pregnant. She was immediately sent to the operation room for a C-section because I was dying. When I was removed from my mom I only weighted a few pounds; I was smaller than a baby doll. The doctor considered me miracle. My parent considered me a nightmare. I was so small and light that I had to stay in the hospital for over a month. My parents never visited me nor saw me because they did not want to see what they had to take care of. They only came when the hospital called then telling them I was being let go and they had to come get me. My parents tried bribing, begging, Persuading the hospital to keep me. The hospital refused and threatened to call the cops if I'm not taken by them.

You must be asking yourself this question

If that woman got an abortion and had an infant removed how did she give birth to the this person we are reading about exactly?

Well, Here is your answer

Twins. The doctor that gave my mom an abortion didn't realize they were two of us. So, my twin took the hit instead of me. My twin was sacrificed and not me. upsetting right? Very.

That not the only disturbing part though. I wasn't actually named until my parents took me home. Do you want to guess what they named me? My mom named me Answer. Yes she actually named me answer, and she said she named me that because she never got the answer to her question. Do you wanna know what her question was.

Why do I have to give birth to a hideous child who would only get in my way? Cold right? Yep that was frankly stone cold.

That wasn't even the bad part either. When my parents saw me they were furious. They demand the hospital to give them their baby, and how the child given to them was not theirs. They said word for word" There is no way I gave birth to that hideous thing, where is my real baby."

You see my parents wanted the perfect child if they had to have a child. They wanted it to have blond hair and the prettiest shade of blue eyes the world has ever seen. Unfortunately I was not what they wanted. I had dark black hair and what they consider a very ugly shade of blue they had ever seen. I was the exact opposite of what my parents wanted. so, they decided to not really pay attention to me and give me what they called 'tough love' as I was growing up. They died my hair blond and given me contacts and told their friends they gave their child the perfect genetics. That basically my whole life. My whole life is a lie. My parents forced me to be popular. I had to be a cheerleader. I had to have lots of friends. I had to wear the shortest skirts and shirts to look attractive and sexy. I still live this way and I'm 18 and still in high school, senior year.

That is my life.

I am Answer Walker.

This is my story.

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Hey guys this is just the prologue. If you like this story please vote and comment, ill would really appreciate that. I also wanted to thanks @officiallymadeup for answering my questions and giving me ideas. Please go read their story "Meant To Be." it is such a great story. Also, thanks for reading or clicking on my story it really makes me happy. Hope you enjoy this story that ill hopefully have time to update. Alright goodbye.

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