Shaving Razor (Explicit)

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** WARNING**
explicit detailing of self harm
DO NOT READ IF EASILY BOTHERED OR DISTURBED BY SUCH THINGS

The plastic cracks open and I pull the sharp blades from the disposable shaving razor. I look at how the light shines off of the piece of metal. It's hovering over my soft scarred skin on my wrist and then I feel the rush of adrenaline. I feel the sting of the razor slicing my skin open. The blood begins to drip over the white porcelain sink. I open the faucet and run the fresh cut under the lukewarm water. My blood staining the clear color of water into a beautiful light red. I find it quite soothing to see how it all changes. I reach over next to the sink and grab a few sheets of toilet paper and gently place it on the cut. I pull down my sleeve, rinse out the sink making sure I leave no trace behind. I wipe the tears off of my face, I throw away the broken plastic and put the razor blade in my pocket. I look at myself in the mirror for a minute. My freckles seemed more defined today, my eyes were swollen from the crying. The mascara I put on this morning was gone from all the tears. I formed a smile and I tried to smile at myself through the mirror. The pain is gone for now. I turned around making my way out of the bathroom and back to the bedroom where I hid away from the cruel world.

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