always sad?

chapter 1

I sit in my bed wishing i wasn't here anymore. I hate myself. I'm not perfect like all the other girls. I am definitely not skinny, I'm not pretty, nor am I smart.
This is just a regular day with my anxiety. Ugh I don't wanna go to school today. I am Bella. The one and only.

I guess I gotta get into the shower and get ready for school. I hate school. I'm known as the "popular girl". I hang out with the popular boys and girls. I am very well known but nobody understands what is actually happening with me. I have this crush on a boy named Tanner. I hang out around him alot but his girlfriend is always there.

At school

Once I got to school I put in my headphones and listened to music until my my best friend Monica came over and ripped my headphones out of my ear. She knows I like Tanner and she came over screaming.

(M Monica) (B Bella)

M: OMG OMG OMGGGGGG

B: what calm down breath

M: OMG Tanner and Taliea broke up last night. And I think he might ask You!!

B: OMG really I don't believe you. Ahh what do I say

M: duh you will say yess

OMG I can't believe this. What if he doesn't ask me. Uggg.

Hey guys this is my new book. I hope you like it. Sorry it's short. I will try and update tomorrow