California Love.

Dating

Matt and I have been spending a lot of time together. I love being around him. He is a really great guy. I didn’t think that I could ever meet someone as great as him.

Tonight I am having dinner with him at his parents so that I can meet them and his son. I am a little nervous about even being in a relationship with someone that has a son.

Not the fact that he’s a dad. I don’t care about that; it doesn’t change my feelings for him. The problem is that I’m not sure that I am able to be someone else’s mother, their step-mother for that matter, knowing that they already have a mother.

From what Matt tells me; Val never comes around to see River anymore, she’s always off screwing around with the next guy. She’s also currently pregnant, and she spends more time thinking about that baby then her son that she already has.

I feel bad for the little boy, because I already know what that’s like. Val has the choice to see him. She chooses not too. My dad didn’t have a choice. He couldn’t see me at all. There is where the difference is.

I change into a short black dress that stops a little above my knees. Normally I go for below the butt. After all I am seeing his parents and son for the first time. I’d rather not make a bad impression.

I leave my hair down and curl it, and instead of my usual black eye make up I settle for brown. I put on gloss instead of lipstick and put on Love Spell body spray from Victoria’s Secret instead of perfume.

I slide on my flats and make my way down to the kitchen. Where Matt is waiting at the door for me. I open it and smile at him.

“You could’ve came in.”

“I know but I didn’t know what you were doing.” He smiles back at me and I swoon a bit over his dimples.

I could swim in them they are just so perfect.

“Are you ready to go?” he asks.

“Just let me grab my purse and lock up.” I run into the office and grab my purse and Iphone and keys. I come back out. I make sure all the lights are off and lock up.

The drive to Matt’s parents is a short one, but I enjoy the time spent in the car. I just can’t help but feel nervous right now. I bounce my legs as he parks.

“Hey, it’s okay my parents and sister are going to love you and River, will too. He’s only one, so he will love you even more then my parents and sister.”

“I hope so. I don’t want to make a bad impression…oh my god. Were not even dating yet Matt…how is this going to look to your parents?”

I question. I mean how am I supposed to pretend. I can’t lie to them. I wouldn’t be myself if I did lie to them.

“See that’s what I want to talk to you about…I think that you and I…I think that we should try dating. I really like you; you’re funny, smart, loving, caring and absolutely gorgeous. I want nothing more then to call you my girlfriend.”

I smile at him and I feel my cheeks heat up. Did he seriously just ask me out? Call me crazy if I don’t agree to date him.

“I would love to date you too Matt. You are so perfect, amazing, and handsome and I am madly in love with your smile.” I smile at him.

He leans in and kisses my lips and I almost faint. When he pulls away, my heart is beating fast. I don’t think I will ever get over this.

“Let’s go get this over with babe.” He says and takes my hand and we walk up the steps to his parents’ house.

He knocks and his mom opens the door with a huge smile on her face. She is absolutely beautiful.

“Matthew, finally I was starting to think you weren’t coming.” She pulls him into a hug and kisses his cheek.

I know it’s a  short chapter, but I wanted to get something out for you. The drama is coming soon…I just hope you all have your seat belts near by. Ha-ha ha- ah