Feelings ( A Delena ❤️love story)

Chapter 3

A/N-sorry guys I just have to say this but every time I look at that photo above , I die !! He is just so HOT !!! Okay anyway back to the sorry !!

DAMON

I have been awake all night thinking about that kiss , it was amazing and filled with passion. I finally got to kiss Elena and she doesn't even remember that happened, if she ever found out that I compelled her she would be pissed but
all I want to do is kiss her and love her but I can't

I decided that me and Stefan are going to be hosting a dinner party , even though Stefan doesn't know about this yet but he has no choice because if I invited blonde and witchy and quarterback they would never come unless if it was for Elena's safety of course.

Well since I am trying to be better I will call them by their real names tonight and I'll try and see how long I can go on for. I want to do this dinner to show to everybody that I can be better and change and that I am going to try my hardest !

ELENA

I wake up , and I feel like someone is watching me . I open my eyes to see Stefan lying in my bed with me , smiling at me , I smile back but I don't feel comfortable anymore with him lying in my bed with me , It just doesn't feel right anymore, how did I became so different around Stefan , was it Damon, of course it was Damon , Elena !!!

He pulls me in his arms that are cold and they don't have the warmth in them like Damon's does, Damon !! What am I going to do , I kissed Damon and then he compelled me to forget everything we ever said and did that night , but I still remember because I was wearing my necklace! What am I going to do ??!!!

I am snapped out of my thoughts when Stefan is trying to talk to me . I get up from his arms and go to my closet to get clothes to change into , I hold them in my hand and stand by the bathroom doorframe I don't want to be held by him right now and so I just look at Stefan and I ask him what he was saying before I got up and he replied " oh I was just saying that Damon told me he wanted to plan a dinner evening with me , you , Caroline , Bonnie and Matt.

Wow , I never thought Damon would do a dinner , especially to invite Care and Bon and Matt !!

Of course I'm going , I want to see Damon ! So I get to the bath room and change , I come out of the bathroom and I see that Stefan has left . I am relieved but why do I feel this way about him , I mean he is my boyfriend , so aren't I suppose to love him and always want him around , but I don't , I mean I still care about him a lot but it's not the same anymore now that I come to think of it , it hasn't been the same for a very long time !!!

I decided to drive to the Salvatore boarding house . I have to see Damon , I don't know what I am going to say or do or think when I see him but all I know is that I need to see him , I need to see his face , his eyes , his smile , his lips , I just need to be near him !!

Before I know it I arrive at the Salvatore house , I make my way thought the house and I stop dead in my tracks when I walk into the living room to see a sleeping Damon, he is  passed out on the couch .

He looks so peaceful , how the light from the Windows grace his beautiful face, he looks like an angle , not the devil everyone claims him to be , no , he is a angle in my eyes !!!

I walk up to him very carefully trying not to wake him . His hair is ruffled but
its cute and his lips are partly apart . His lips look so soft and tender and all I want to do is wake him up with kisses !!

His eyes twitch and then I see those beautiful piercing blue eyes . He sits up and stretches his arms and as he does that , it shows off the defined lines in his arm where his muscles are . He stops stretching and finally notices me . I see him look at my face , in my eyes , and then look at my lips and continues to look there .