I remember the way you used to send me memes at 3am so I can laugh until I fall asleep.I remember how you always hated slow internet connection and work.I remember what your nicknames for me and how I would blush everytime you said them.I remember the way you used to chuckle at my idiotic jokes and the way your eyes disappeard when you smiled.I remember how your voice sounds and how you used to sing random songs mockingly under your breath in our calls.I remember every detail you told me,I remember evrery second we spent laughing at nothing in the middle of the night,and I remember how you hated when I didn't notify you when I wasn't okay because I thought it was annoying,but I did it anyway.I remember every moment we spent together and all the cute texts you sent me.I remember how we we couldn't spend a day without eachother but now we rarely even talk.I remember the way it felt to love you,and I remember the feeling I got in my stomach when I realized you loved me too,but now I want to forget your name and every stupid joke and everything in between,because the memories of you only make me sad and make me realize I lost you and I still don't know what went wrong....
