[Your Perspective]
"(Y/N)." Someone shook me slightly.
I just grumbled in response.
"(Y/N). We're supposed to pick up Felix from the airport today. You need to wake up." The voice seemed annoyed with me.
"I don't wanna!" I frowned, opening my eyes.
Mark looked down at me with a look of sympathy on his face. I sat up a bit and realizedthat I was in a bathtub. I frowned even more, then looked back up at him.
"Why am I in a bathtub?" Then I immediately remembered last night.
"I don't know...I kinda found you like this..." He replied, eyeing my arms.
I guess I hadn't covered them up last night. Jess was harassing me so much that I forgot. I frantically tried to cover them, but was stopped by Mark's grip. He looked me right in the eye with fear all over his face.
"(Y/N)...Did you do this?" He questioned.
"No. My fucking fairy godmother did." I almost shouted.
"Oh (Y/N)..." He said, staring at the floor.
"It's not my fault!" I screamed, ripping my arms from his grasp.
"I know."
"I didn't want to be like this!"
"I know."
"I didn't want this to happen!"
"I know!" He yelled.
Mark's voice was so deep and loud that I felt my insides shake. I went quiet, wanting to hear him speak.
"None of us wanted this to happen..." His voice quieted down as tears rolled silently down his cheeks. "We all care about Sean, in our own ways. I-I just wish I could have my friend back. No matter how much we're shipped together or how many times we insult each other..." He chuckled, "I just want him back. And not who he is now, I want Sean back."
"Now I feel selfish..." I mumbled.
'That's because you are.' Jess interrupted.
'Not now. Later.' I told her.
'Ugh. Fine.' She groaned.
"Don't be. Ja-Sean meant a lot to you. I understand that. If I lost Amy..." He trailed off.
"Yeah. But I didn't know him as long as any of you."
"That doesn't mean anything."
"Yes it does." My voice started getting louder.
"(Y/N). Just calm down. Okay?"
"I- Okay..." I replied, taking deep breaths.
"Also, promise me that you'll try to stop...this..." He asked, gesturing to my scars.
"As long as you promise to keep it between us. Just for now. Please." I begged.
"Of course." He assured me. "We're leaving to get Felix in about five hours. I'm going back home...Unless you want me to stay here."
"No, no. It's fine. How did you get in her anyway?" I questioned, confused.
"You gave me an extra key. Just in case something happened. It was a good idea." He chuckled.
"Oh yeah..." I smiled slightly, remembering when I bought the apartment. "I guess it was, wasn't it?"
Then Mark got a notification. He checked it, smiled, replied and put his phone back in his pocket.
"I have to go now. I'll be back in three hours or so." He waved, walking out of the bathroom.
I sat there for a bit before hearing the front door slam shut. I sighed deeply and laid my head back on the tub.
"This is going to be a long couple of days..." I sighed.
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Fanfiction| DISCONTINUED | re·cu·per·a·tion rəˌko͞opəˈrāSH(ə)n noun recovery from illness or exertion