chapter 4 my life is over

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I arrive at school the next day he is waiting at the gate, for me? I think? i quickly turn the corner and  decide to go in the back way.

I pay no attention in class it felt like i was there for years the bell rang the moment we got out of class everyone was laughing and teasing me calling me a faggit i asked them why and this girl julie showed me a photo of me and micheal kissing next to the matt black motorbike,i think to myself that my life is over

Like i did when he kissed me i ran but not home theres only one place i can go and thats the toilets.

I got to the toilets before i opened the door i heard crying i continued to enter and it was coming from the end stall the door opened and i saw him

Before i could think i snapped i pushed him back slammed the door shut and locked us both in

WHAT THE FUCK YOU SET ME UP HOW COULD YOU.

He just continues to cry. I slid down the door and stared at the floor realizing he couldnt set me up hes as hurt as i am.

"I preffered it when no one cared why did you do this to me why?"

"I didn't know"he said

He reaches to rub his eyes and as he does i notice his sleeve is red,  blood red
I quickly rip his sleeve up and look at his wrists there are slashes all up it i see a reflection from his pocket its a razor.

Now im crying uncontrollably scared and ashamed. Why would you do this.

"Please you dont have to hurt yourself"

I know its foolish that i cant be with him but i hug him and pull him onto my lap as im doing this i whisper in his ears that its okay.

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