Chapter 3

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I hate him, absolutely hate him. I can't believe him. After 3 years he still doesn't feel guilt, remorse or even regret. I can't believe I fell in love with that doucèbag. I'm not going to cry.

Not for him. "Why don't you just jump in a lake?" I ask with complete boredom in my voice. "Why don't you go kill your self?

"Now why would I do that if I one of the most adored models in this century. I've got endorsements coming at from all directions, and the only reason the chose me to be your fake girlfriend is because I'm the one who is gonna increase your popularity status."

I move so close to his face that I can smell his freshly used aftershave. When he gulps I get up and seductively sway my hips from side to side as I walk away.

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When I got home I decided to take a shower. As soon as the heated water hits my tense body I relax. I hear my little niece running up the  stairs. " aunt J, aunt J." " I'm in the bathroom munchkin." I yell out to her.

She comes in and asks me about my day. She is so sweet it's not even legal.

After I come out I get dressed into my pjs only to meet my sister and her boyfriend. Who by the way is the father of Payton.

"What are you wearing ? Go change into something nice our new neighbors are coming to dinner."

"Ok, geez Mom." I roll my eyes. Once I get up stairs I change into denim shorts a white crop top and my black
converse.

When I'm finally done with my make up which consists of just lipstick and eyeliner. I hear the doorbell go off. Sighing I head downstairs where everyone awaits.

"Hey, guys." I beam happily. They all greet me with the same amount of excitement and take our seat. As I take my seat, I can feel someone eyes staring at me.

I look straight ahead to see Shawn staring at me. I quickly avert my from his beautiful brown ones. Cameron takes a seat by me but quickly gets up by a crying Payton.

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The entire dinner I could feel Shawn staring at me. Every time I would look up he would he would quickly look back at his food.

"So how do you two know each other.?" My sister Jordan asks me. "We schooled together." I reply ever so bluntly. Which causes her to drop the topic.

"I'm going to get us some desert. " I tell them and walk away. As I was placing the ice-cream onto a tray I feel someone wrap their arms around me.

I let out a yelp and turn around to meet Shawn smiling at me. "What do you want.?" I ask with venom laced in my voice. He puts his hand on to my mouth.

"I want you to hear me out, I never betrayed you. They forced me to tell them. I never meant to hurt you. They said that if I don't tell them they would hurt you, I'm not asking you to forgive me but at least let us be friends."

He takes a deep breath before continues to talk. "Let me make it up to you. Please!!!!" I could see the pleading in his eyes. So I nod. He smiles at me happily. "Fine, but you better not screw this up." I tell him firmly.

"I won't I promise." He says happily.
We walk out together and all eyes on us. "What happened?" Shawn and I look to each other and laugh.

AN: sorry if this sucked and for making Shawn and jade makeup so quickly

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