I woke up to a piercing head ache but i cant seem to open my eyes
Why cant i open them?
" sasha please wake up your safe now he's dead you wont get hurt by that basterd ever again i promise just please open your eyes"
Is that blake talking to me ... He sounds like he's crying or about to cry i have never hurd him have so much emotion in his voice and i bet if i could open my damn eyes his face would be showing pain i wonder why ... Im
A nobody im worthless,im ugly,im broken even if i try not to show it ... I am I'm so broken that nobody can put me back together again
My father always told me that no one would ever want me for anything except a punching bag or a play thing
And the sad part is i believed him so i acted like a badass at school when i was away from him because then people will be to scared to beat me like my parents because they know i will hurt them to so ... I was left alone no one messed with me except for my parents who i could never stand up to and blake who i did stand up to and im thankful i did because that seemed to win me respect from him
My mother always told me i was fat so she starved me and ever let me eat, she told me that i was ugly that she was ashamed she had such a disappointment as her daughter she told me to kill my self she gave me the gun that was on my bed today and told me she didn't want me alive anymore and nether did anybody els in this veil world.
And the horrible truth was i believed her just like i did my father my mother wasn't any different i always thought i was ugly and fat and worthless but getting told that you were everyday by the people that should love you the most made me believe every horrid insult they threw at me.
But they are wrong... well about some things others they weren't i am ugly and worthless but someone dose care for me
Blake cares for me he saved me from my father he helped me when we escaped from the school he became my partner
And with that running through my head it gave me enough encouragement to fight harder to open my eyes 👀 ... For blake
So i started fighting harder it was exhausting but i wont give up it felt like i was fighting with water when your drowning no matter how much you fight
Your attempts go unnoticed your limbs dont do any harm to anything but yourself and theirs no way out thats how it felt but i kept trying and then BAM
Light hits my open eyes like bullets hitting flesh "my eyes oh my eyes "
" sasha! thank god i was so scared you were worrying me beyond the point of worry damn i was so scared for you it was probly unhealthy"
I chuckle at his rambling enjoying the way him plump lips move and the way his hair looks
unkept like he ran him fingers through it to many times oh and his eyes are the most beautiful
color of blue i have ever seen a piercing dark blue that could melt the pantys off of any woman
What the f8ck am i thinking oh that's right im not thinking if i
were i wouldn't be letting thos thoughts run through my mind
Even if i was true i dont need to be thinking them counting i would never be something like that to blake.
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zombie apocalypse
Werewolfher name is Sasha black she is considered the freak or loser of the school her biggest bully just happens to be Blake moon the bad boy of the school every one is afraid of him even the teachers well everyone except for her she doesn't take his bul...
