The chains start to hurt my wrists but the more I struggle the more they will dig in and tighten.
ZAP!!
"What'd you do that for?" I say
"You were trying to break free"
Bullshit!
I want to fight back but I know that I will only get shocked again, even if I fight back with my mouth (shout abuse at them).
Do I regret what I did?
No, not until Chrissie got rushed into hospital, he wasn't a good friend, but he was still a friend. It wasn't me who started it so I don't see why I'm getting questioned seems abit unfair really.
"Ollie Chapper please enter the questioning Chamber".
They start questioning me, like mama always said "Always tell the truth".
But now wasn't the time to tell the truth, as stupid as that may sound I would rather get put in prison, instead of my friends, as I said I didn't start the fight, I did something much worse.
Finished It.
No-one would understand the pain I would go through if my friends get locked up instead of me. It's kind of a shame really that they wouldn't do the same for me. Friends are friends though, some are better than others and without seeming big headed, I'm the best a being a good friend.
Questions. Questions. Questions.
Is this all my brain is going to hear from now on? It's just going to be questions about the attack that apparently has left his piercing blue eyes blind. Oh, and I can't forget the stitches under his eyes.
Whilst they tell me this I am completely un-faised, my face tells the whole story about me giving no shits what so ever.
I only want to get out of this mess and I always have but now that I have a criminal record it's going to be hard to find a job, my girlfriend might leave me, I might get fired from the job I am in at the moment. Life will never be the same again. I should've really expected that.
The thing with my life is that its never really been normal, there's always been someone in trouble, someone in jail, or someone that needs urgent help. We aren't a poor family, infact we are far from that but people may think we come across as that because of where we live and the clothes we wear. The truth is I could go out and buy an Iphone for all of my friends and family but I don't because I don't want to show off that I have money. Some people may infact call me a gangsta (as the young people say). I don't mean to come across that way, infact my life long dream is become a lawyer, but there's no way that, that will happen now.
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They take me away again into my cell, I am beginning to feel a little bit sleepy, it's got to be atleast 1am now.
