Filming the bad boy

Chapter Eight

Justin, Justin Drew Bieber.

In the beginning of the year and you ask me who he was i would have said a total asshole.

Now if you would have asked me who that was I would still say a total asshole.

Trying to film with him was like filming a total off monkeys. Hyper, annoying, and not cute. I mean monkeys are cute... Justin isn't.

"Whats your life goals?"

"To become the best football player on this planet earth."

"Did you know that football can cause severe brain injuries? CTE? Ect."

"Ugh Selena why are you asking all these dumb unnecessary questions?"

"Because you should at least know that football can make you all fucked up in the brain."
Justin stood up out the chair and rubbed his hands through his hair. "Shit i need another break."

"Seriously? Another Break? Are these question to fucking hard for your tiny brain in that big ass head to handle?"

"Just shut up Selena!" He stormed out of the film room and into the school hallway. I rolled my eyes and sat back behind my camera. "Just shut up Selena." I mumbled mocking him. The door opened revealing Ryan face.

"Hey Sel." He said once he seen me. "Hey Ryan what are you doing here?"

"Well i brought you some donuts. You uh texted me this morning and said you was really hungry and you craved donuts so i decided to stop after school and grab you a few." I smiled and he handed me the bag.

"Wow thank you so much." I got up and gave him a hug. "No problem. Uh so how is filming?"

"Cant film with no Justin huh. He threw one of his diva fits again. Hell be back soon."

"Diva fits?" Asked Ryan.

"Its what he gets when his brain cant comprehend my question."

"Well maybe he move slow."

"Yeah maybe tooooo slow." I chuckled a bit. "But hey thanks so much. I really needed this."

"Selena i have to tell you something." Ryan said. He looked at me with a serious face.

"Whats wrong?" I asked. Worry began to come over me.

"I've been looking at you since the ninth grade your beauty and everything and when i found out this summer i was moving out of state i couldn't just let that pass by." He grabbed both of my hands and looked me in the eyes.

"I cant be with you. I want to but i cant. We cant continue dating. Im sorry i lead you on but i'm leaving this weekend." I sat in the chair in disbelief.

"Sel... say something."

"Get Out." Was all i said. It was all i could say. "Leave." And he left. I watched him walk out of that door. I watched him leave. Like the last time i watched Taylor leave. The only difference was Ryan was moving out of state. Taylor is dead.

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Where you go?

Justin text message read. I ignored it and left him on open. I sat in front of Taylor grave stone. "Well i thought i could find a guy like you. Sweet. Gentle. Loving. I just cant. No one can be like you Taylor. No one. Not Ryan. He's leaving anyway, its funny, all the guys i actually care about leave me. Like you did, gosh Taylor i don't know how to feel. Am i sad? Am I angry?"

I could feel raindrops over my head, i looked up at the gloomy sky and the rain began to pour, as the rain drizzled down my face so did the tears. I got up and slowly began walking to the car. I turned around and seen the ghost of Taylor standing and starring at me, but then disappeared into thin air. "Selena!"

I heard Justin yell. I turned towards the sound and seen justin running towards me. He greeted me with a big hug and we walked back to my car.

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Author Note:

Hey loves i also realized that i'm making my story a little to depressed and this book is suppose to be fun and out going. I don't want to make anyone feel sad but it in the story Taylor was a big part of Selena life and i don't want to leave him out. So ill make sure to make the story more exciting like before and if anyone have any problems don't hesitate to contact me. If its about the story or not i would still be honest open ears. 

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