Should I do it?

|Thoughts|

Hi. Just wanted to try and make a short story. Sorry if it's boring for you but hope you like it. By the way, it's not a true story but I was inspired by....uhh..umm a..gameplay I watched in YouTube..Anyways hope you can enjoy it. There might be either 2-3 chapters as well. So yea, you can start reading..now:)

I'm sitting here in my bedroom reading a book. No. I'm not. I'm just lying here on my bed looking at the ceiling. Doing nothing. Mums sleeping and dads...well I don't know now. Oh what am I going to do with life. Problems here. Struggle there. Events occurring everywhere. What a tiring mess! I feel like I wanna give up.

*09:55am*

Ugh same old day. Wake up, do stuff, and sleep. Nothing exciting really. Life is complex. Which is now giving me a hard time. My head is messing with me and I'm full of sickness. My brother Tristan who is 17 years old is living life. He's great but we don't really hang out. I'm not perfect. No one is, to be honest. Mistakes happen. But one might occur that can't be   stopped by that person's decision. I will have to eat now.

*10:05am*

Cereal was normal. Same old thing everyday. I'm currently watching TV and news came up. Today's news! There might be a possibility of ending- Meh. Don't care. Next channel is cartoon. I'll just leave it there. Oh wow. I'm sitting here again, staring at the ceiling. Bored, feeling useless. Might as well go. Dunno. Gonna sleep. Nothing matters right now anyways. So see you in a few hours. I will be...me..I guess..

*18:45*

If your wondering. I am a deep sleeper. Nothing much all day. Well I'm gonna sleep again soon at 7:00. I feel I have a serious weird plan to do tomorrow. Aha! I get it now. You know what? I could end my life! Starting tomorrow morning. Edge, falling, breeze and...cliff. Ok, put that aside now. I'm lying in bed, not bothered to get up. Well, I just got milk and cookies. But I will lie here from now on until tomorrow. Anyways, I will sleep. Good night, I guess..again..

*23:50*

I'm dreaming. Oh wow. What a new thing. I'm sitting on the mountains, thinking what to do. Ok. Wonder where this is going. I stare down knowing its a high place, I feel dizzy and everything then turns black. Oh wow. Nice ending I guess. Ok.

Special thanks to @xXOtakuPuppyXx, @animaireak, @cuddlycherry123, @FemaleHorace and @WinterLove1212