Servant

Part 4

I don't remember how long we had been in our Daddy/Little relationship before he wanted more from me, but it wasn't long. I was lucky to avoid it for a month, but I knew eventually I would have to please him. He had done so much for me by agreeing to be my Daddy, that I felt obligated to repay him. I should have realized that the manipulation had already begun, but I was too immersed in my Little side to know anything besides the fact that I wanted to do something in return for the kindness he had shown me. If I wasn't in my headspace, I knew I wasn't ready, but I felt compelled to thank Him, and He knew when the best time to take advantage of me was. I was powerless to stop Him because of my great desire to please Him, and I couldn't accept the disappointment if I refused. I wanted my Daddy's love and approval, and I wanted to feel worthy of His attention. I knew I was submitting too quickly, but I had never had a Daddy, and I didn't want to lose Him. I was naive about sex, but I wanted to show my appreciation. I felt uncomfortable talking about something so personal, but He wanted pleasure, and I was supposed to give it to him. I didn't completely understand the appeal of sex, but I also didn't understand how He was going to receive the pleasure through text messages instead of physically feeling it. I was unsure of how things would be afterwards, but I didn't expect how demanding He would become.

Him: Princess, I could make you feel so good if you do something for Daddy.

Me: You already make me feel good Daddy! You make me so happy by loving me!

Him: No Babygirl, I mean pleasure you've never experienced. Daddy is going to kiss you.

Me: Kiss me Daddy? On my forehead? You already do that silly!

Him: Shut up Princess, Daddy will show you what kind of pleasure he's talking about.

Me: Daddy? Why are you being so mean?

Him: You haven't seen me being mean Sweetheart, but right now Daddy wants to feel good. You'll be a good girl and make me feel good right? You want to earn my love, don't you?

Me: Yes Daddy.

I didn't really understand why He wanted me to talk about certain things, but if I made Him happy then he loved me. I wanted his love and attention, and it didn't matter if I was uncomfortable while trying to get it. I wasn't familiar with all of the words Daddy used so I did research afterwards, and I felt so disgusting after learning what those words meant. I treasured my innocence and naivety, but He didn't seem to as much as I thought. I thought verbally pleasing him would be a one time thing, but he wanted to do it again the next morning. I was tired and didn't really want to, but He convinced me that I needed his affection and that I would be so happy if I pleasured him. After he was finished, he had to get back to work, but promised to text me later. I didn't feel appreciated, I felt used, and I had an unsettling feeling that this wouldn't be the last time.

A/N: This is officially the fourth installment of my story. It was beginning to get intense, but I purposely didn't detail the pleasure scenes because I feel it's too early. I just wanted to give you a tiny insight into His mind. I hope you enjoyed this chapter.